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Wow, Can this really be true I woke up again reached out  and no You?   We had such  a great time lastnight! laughing joking smoking and  the lovemaking  so intense I just know  we made  a baby maybe even twins! my greatest wish! I could so clearly see every inch of you the curve of your hip the shape of my favorite tattoo! the taste of you  still fills  my  mouth and your smell is driving me crazy even at this momment!......I so long to see if it's all true My secret fantasy I almost kept you! You live in myheart and ecscape everynight ! I know this is wrong  But damn it feels  So right!

He can't possibly love you like i do ,he has you everyday and some nights too but i know deep in your heart You want me too! thats  why you come to me too bad  you can't stay I'm still smiling cause  i feel soon  i will have mY WAy! And it wil be his turn  to wake up and reach out! ok i'm closing this now  before i give to much away just wanted to remind you I almost  kept u today!!!

You don't even see;how confused you are?.....You wanna be  taken seriously?..........but you are about to try and make it work with someone who has cheated on you 6 times ? yeah good luck with that!!!! and you are so dedicated to that situation That you would've  had sex with me If  I played things the right way for you............here is a HUGE HINT For YOU..........?how often Do I ignore your calls?.......how often do i ask  to come see you  or you to  come see me? if  you  are headed my way YEs if i am headed yours yes! but otherwise ? ...........NO i'm NOT that stupid!! I don't hold  any burning flame for you You put that out with the very first LIE!!!  and  i keep catching you in more so you  do the math?.......that look in my eye has NOTHING to do with the  REAL YOU  it's  just my personal fantasy Yes i'm very much in love with the person I thought you were ! but only in my head.....and trust  i know how to keep the two seperate! If I wanted to  and thought YOu worthy I could easily  remove all your  doubts ! but truth  be told  I have  NO TRUST in YOU! so why would I  The only reason i bothered to even contact you was in hopes  of eraseing  all the ugly memories..........and  while I'mtelling the truth  I really  don't think i could  sleep with you  again..? It's just  things  about your character that dont sit right with me; You claim to  love  my type of man  but don't want anyone  where you work to know?? I know it's not my place or  job to judge  ...............BUt  that seems  just a lil  fake and plastic to me? If you  love someone then YOu really dont  care who knows?.....WELL at least that is  how  it works  for me?........you  claimed you  wanted to be  a friend ????Do you really  even know what  a REAL friend Is? I doubt it because you  have yet to  show that even after being given waay  too many  chances to do so! .........So  my consience is clear I gave you  every possible chance to make  ammends  for the things you refuse  to recognise but that is all on YOu now  KARMA is no  joke  and you will know soon enough! NOW PAY attention I AM NOT ANGRY WITH YOU I'M SAD FOR YOU ! yOU COULD HAVE  HAD A GREAT FRIEND  BUT YOU PLAYED YOURSELF  YOU  COULD'VE HAD  A GREAT HUSBAND  AND LOVER BUT YOU PLAYED YOURSELF! GOOD LUCK  WITH YOUR LIFE!  AND DON'T WORRY I WONT MISS YOU IF YOU NEVER CALL IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AGAIN! I 'M GOOD!! 

I WISH(h)

I wish I knew HOw to make this right I wish It HARd with ALL My Might! I reach for You But I'm So So lonely At night! No-One there For Me to Hold Tight! They say it Takes a fool And Sadly that Fool Is Me Because even though I know it aint right I still Long to hold yOu tight!I still believe You love me It gets me through the NIght!

I want HER

She taunts me daily just out of my reach I think she knows it's the fruit of her essence I seek It's not purely sexual tho just the slightest peek at her tasty thigh gets me going and takes me on a brand new high yes by now you should know this is deep! I love most things about her but mostly how she speaks I hang helplessly on every word while quietly working to reach my peak hoping she has so much more to say inwardly praying today will be the day is he still around hasn't his time wound down I really don't care who she is with Truth is SHE is MINE the wait on the other hand is eating me alive My mind heart body and soul ache for the day she will say I now see and beleive those words you said that very first day no more substitutions I know you are the solution Sorry it took me so long I'm no longer afraid I will stand strong punish me sweetly i don't care for how long just promise me you will be the one every morning I awake to see

limits????

Oh what the hell ? why are there daily rate limits placed according to levels? now that I'm truly Addickited i run into this brick wall damm it! There are SO Many FU sexxies I still wanna RATe but today I have reached my limit so I can only WISH!!! and WHWy YYY do the damn bouncers pounce on me ALL the time WTF???? wat is UP with THAT??? so if any sexy fu happens to see me visit but not rate today it's not my fault blame it on the FU powers that be SO just in case you don't get I AM SOO FUUUKING PISSSED!!!

from the heart

I'm writing this letter to say whats on my mind HOw are you doing I hope you and the kid are just fine,Wish I could be there but can't be So please give a hug and a kiss from me been thinking about us and why we are apart,I'm sure there are Reasons I just don't know where they start, All I know is I keep missing the mark,And all that I can say is that I'm so sorry I dont seem to be the man you really want,when I sensed that you loved me it felt so good my heart said it had to be true,but when I reached out for you I didn't feel or see you,little did you know I would have easily given my life for just one right night with you....who ever thought that love would hurt this deep inside??certainly not me I never dreamed i'd see the love of my life not kicking screaming clawing scratching to secure her place in my life,but somethings gone girl and I dont understand this anymore I did the best I could to hold on to the lil piece of you I had To think about the plans it makes me sad.... once again I'm so sorry I couldn't make it right.... forever and always it'll be your face I see at night when I close my eyes and try to sleep

uncontrolable urges

As I live and breath and long to be in your sleeve true love taunts me;drawing me closer; your true colors push their way through and still I long for even a few stolen moments to cherish with you!Time has no meaning my entire being is straining to learn why is it your touch I yearn,crave and just can't seem to behave I can't explain it but I am your helpless slave your pleasure is my only real concern your trust one day I will earn maybe then we can conquer the sun and revel in the pale moons light and begin our never ending night!
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