Wow, it's only been since the 6th of September since I've talked to him, and the 12th of September since hes been overseas. I miss him so much... every day that goes by, I'm reminded that hes not here, that i cant pick up the phone and call him.. that I can't get in my car and drive to see him. August 2008 is when he's supposed to return from Iraq. What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to get through this? The man that I love with all of my heart and soul is over in harms way fighting for our country, and I don't even have communication with him at the moment. I can't stop thinking about him, I can't stop remembering how it feels to touch him, to kiss his lips, to fall asleep in his arms and wake up with him in the morning. *sigh* I've never gone through something like this before..... I'm not a military wife, or girlfriend, I'm not on a base or around a base where I have others that are going through the same thing I am. I'm just here, in my new life, in a new town where I don't really have any friends or family to fall on...
It hurts! I want him home!
