So yeah I was seeing Jimmy. But I'm not now. I mean he hasnt fully come out and said it yet. But his myspace profile says "now looking 4 the prefect girl". Yeah isn't that fun? Oh well life goes on. Hmm maybe you guys can answer a question for me. If I'm so "amazing and pretty, any guy would be lucky to have me" then why doesnt a guy have me? I mean honestly. Im tired of people telling me all of that and no one has me. I don't believe it any more. I wont believe it until someone actually does something about it. I mean Jimmy told me I was amazing and yet he doesnt want me. How messed up is that? Oh yeah even more messed up he said I love you the same week he asked for time to think about what he wanted. Messed up huh. Im mad at men right now...but at the same time...im down but not out because I know deep down there are good guys out there somewhere.
