Things never work out the way you want them to. Take recent events for example, I got a divorce from one psycho and found someone that I thought I could be with forever. I agree to marry him and he goes psycho! So its back to being a single mom again. That shit is hard, especially on a Wal-Mart paycheck. I don't regret my decision in the least, but I do wish that more people would be supportive of it. It really sucks when someone you thought would be on your side no matter what sides with the other guy. I just want someone to love me for all of me, good and bad. In return I'll love them for all of them. Is that too much to ask?? I see all of my friends being happily married and making their marriages stick and I just want to know when's it going to be my turn? Maybe I'm just one of those people who should stay single. It seems that it never fails, the people who are supposed to love us unconditionally always hurt us the most. I'm so tired of trying to be what everyone else thinks I should be. I just want to be myself. That's all. Nothing more and nothing less.