Its killin me ... i did fall asleep for like a few hours for once and i just woke up and was wishin that this was all a nightmare... but it is a nightmare but its real.... i want my jack jack back..... shit doesnt feel right with out him.... like im missing something...sometimes i wanna cry but im trien to hold the tears back... i love him i really doo. but i fucked up by not opening myself all the way up to him.. i was trien to be careful cuz i didnt want to be hurt agian.. but look where im at.. im in the same boat as before... i hope he comes back soon....other wise idk what im gonna do..imma go emo.........lol
