It seems like things have changed just a little it could be me but I dont think so,It upsets me just a little nothin worth gettin upset about but I can feel the shift. We got along beautifully now we rarely get to talk, now when we do talk I feel like I have said something or done something to annoy you.I am happy you are happy but...... sometimes it feels like me being around is no longer needed you dont talk to me or confide in me I feel as if I may be a burden instead of a pleasure to be around nowadays I see you long enough for me to go to work and when I come home you no longer have time for me you are either in bed already or heading there as soon as I walk in the house.I'm not tryin to sound like I'm complaining but it seems like you don't need me anymore or have time for me, I love you and you know who you are and I don't want to loose your freindship It just feels like we are slipping away from each other I feel like financially I dont pull my weight and I try my damndest but some of the things that are said to me maybe the way they are said makes me feel so guilty I wanna cry maybe it is not spendin all the time with you has brought on these feelings Im not sure but I have been goin to bed feeling guilty and crying Im tryin my best not to upset you but when we dont even talk I dont know how you are feeling or what I have done to upset you. So to end Im sorry for what I have done wrong to have you turn from me or not need me anymore and I will to my best to make it right again.Just tell me and I will change it. It just seems like doors are bein closed in my face not just by him but by you also. I am sorry for what I have done and I hope you understand I love you and yours and dont want to lose you.
