It's not about being an alcoholic..
It's about losing everything you once had.
It's about only needing one thing and thats the bottle.
It's about ripping your daughters heart out and smiling with pain.
It's about forgetting where you are, and the horrible things you said
It's about doing things you never would do sober.
It's about blaming yourself for things that were outta your hands.
It's about listining to your daughter pour her heart out yet the next day drinking until you dont know your name.
It's about ruining your marriage, hurting the love of your life.
It's about gettin so angry you reach to hit, instead of walking away
It's about feeling sorry for yourself.
It's about not even wanting to quit.
It's about ruining your life, for $10.59 a day.
It's about "the taste" not the outcome.
It's about all the lies & tears.
It's about losing your father, and wanting him back more than anything....
