Mistress Ishtar's blog: "it is blog time.."

Sit behind the wheel and drive. If you park, you risk the chance of loosing that lane taking you to another highway. If you drive to fast, you might miss that turn leading gearing you into another direction of change. If you slow down, you will let the others pass you and take your lane. If you drive the limit, you risk getting hit by another driver. My advice.... walk

- HOW MUCH HAVE U CHANGED IN 3 YEARS?!?!?! How old were you? Then: 18 Now: 21 Where did you go to school? Then: not in school Now: same Where did you work? Then:Music box In amarillo, texas( head shop) Now: Department of Economic Security/ Family Assistance Administration Where did you live? Then: Texas Now: Arizona Where did you hang out? Then: i worked all the time Now: everywhere and anywhere I want to be What was your hair style: Then:short Now: long Did you wear glasses? Then:no Now: no How many tattoos did you have? Then: none Now: none How many piercings did you have? Then: 2 Now: 2 (ears) What car did you drive? Then: 1994 Geo Tracker Now: 1993 Jimmy 4x4 What was your worst fear? Then: never getting out of Texas Now: knowing that I am truely alone in the world Had you smoked a cigarette? Then: yes Now: nope! You been arrested?: Then: no Now: nope Had your heart broken? Then: no Now: yes Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/BEtter? Then:taken Now: single enough to make me sick REPOST AS: "how much have YOU changed in 3 years'

Holding on..... Current mood: cynical to visions that you'll never see holding on the thought just never escaped me Forever Strong i realized i should always be I'm holding on longer till i can break free How longer? will you ever see? The impression was that you loved me

25 Phrases Of Wisdom 1. If you're too open minded, your brains will fall out. 2. Age is a very high price to pay for maturity. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than going to a garage makes you a mechanic. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. 15. No husband has ever been shot while doing the dishes. 16. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand. 17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind and narrowness of the waist change places. 18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming. 19. Junk is something you've kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need it. 20. There is always one more imbecile than you counted on. 21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again. 22. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends. 23. Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator. 24. Someone who thinks logically provides a nice contrast to the real world. 25. Blessed are they who can laugh at themselves for they shall never cease to be amused.

A Warning To All Men!! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, partygoers and unsuspecting pub regulars to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. A date rape-drug on the market called "Beer" is used by many females to target unsuspecting men. The drug is generally found in liquid form and is now available almost anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, from taps and in large "kegs". "Beer" is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and have sex with them. Typically, a woman needs only to persuade a guy to consume a few units of "beer" and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several "beers" men will often succumb to desires to perform sexual acts on horrific looking women to whom they would never normally be attracted. A fter drinking "beer" men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that something bad occurred. At other times these unfortunate men are swindled out of their life's savings in a familiar scam known as "a relationship". It has been reported that in extreme cases, the female may even be shrewd enough to entrap the unsuspecting male into a longer term form of servitude and punishment referred to as "marriage". Apparently, men are much more susceptible to this scam after "beer" is administered and sex is offered by the predatory female. Please! Forward this warning to every male you know. However, if you fall victim to this insidious "beer" and the predatory women administering it, there are male support groups with venues in every town where you can discuss the details of your shocking encounter in an open and frank manner with similarly affected, like-minded guys. For the support group nearest you, just look up "Golf Courses" in the yellow pages

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Again, i had promised some more of the wonderful things about me, and the many reasons to date this Mistress. Keep in mind, this is for entertainment purposes and if you truely wish to date me, I truely wish you to schedule a date with your shrink! 1)I have active nerouns in my brain, meaning that when you ask me what i want to do, you wont get the responce " I don't care". 2) I can be a proper hostess anywhere I go, therefore, if I am staying at your place, I will cook for you, clean for you, and follow you around the house picking up the things you leave behind and putting them in the proper place. 3) If you like concerts/ comedy shows/ boxing- wrestling, I work for a Theature. Free tickets babe! And beer, pizza, possible interaction with celebs almost guarenteed! 4)I dont care about your past, as long as you dont care about mine, but this only applies if you dont have past issues in present tense. (i.e. ex girlfriends still bugging you, major red flag for me) My past is my past, it is what it is. 5) Any legal matters you need handling, I know how to talk professional, meaning I can get that supervisor on the phone, I can get that refund that stupid company owes you, and best of all I know how to bargain and barter to get the prices you want and deserve. 6) I wear fuzzy and feely clothes , so you'll always want to touch and hang off me. 7) I have raised and breed dogs since I was 13. Meaning I can raise and breed you if you need the proper training. 8) It takes alot to piss me of, therefore, I am not a bitchy woman most of the time. 9) I am a lady, no room for whore, slut , bitch, or any preverse terms people use.But, I can admit that many women do fall into that category. 10)I can drink you under the table, almost guarenteed. So, if you need your hair pulled back while puking, look to me. And I can nuture after a long night of partying.. done for now! enjoy, and it wuoldnt hurt to make a list of your own! ~Mistress

Thy soul shall find itself alone 'Mid dark thoughts of the grey tomb-stone -- Not one, of all the crowd, to pry Into thine hour of secrecy: Be silent in that solitude Which is not loneliness -- for then The spirits of the dead who stood In life before thee are again In death around thee -- and their will Shall then overshadow thee: be still. For the night -- tho' clear -- shall frown -- And the stars shall look not down, From their high thrones in the Heaven, With light like Hope to mortals given -- But their red orbs, without beam, To thy weariness shall seem As a burning and a fever Which would cling to thee for ever : Now are thoughts thou shalt not banish -- Now are visions ne'er to vanish -- From thy spirit shall they pass No more -- like dew-drop from the grass: The breeze -- the breath of God -- is still -- And the mist upon the hill Shadowy -- shadowy -- yet unbroken, Is a symbol and a token -- How it hangs upon the trees, A mystery of mysteries! -- ~Poe

IDENTITY OF RELATIVE AND ABSOLUTE The mind of the Great Sage of India was intimately conveyed from west to east. Among human being are wise ones and fools, But in the Way there is no northern or southern Patriarch. The subtle source is clear and bright; the tributary streams flow through the darkness. To be attached to things is illusion; To encounter the absolute is not yet enlightenment. Each and all, the subjective and objective spheres are related, and at the same time, independent. Related, yet working differently, though each keeps its own place. Form makes the character and appearance different; Sounds distinguish comfort and discomfort. The dark makes all words one; the brightness distinguishes good and bad phrases. The four elements return to their nature as a child to its mother. Fire is hot, wind moves, water is wet, earth hard. Eyes see, ears hear, nose smells, tongue tastes the salt and sour. Each is independent of the other; Cause and effect must return to the great reality. The words high and low are used relatively. Within light there is darkness, but do not try to understand that darkness; Within darkness there is light, but do not look for that light. Light and darkness are a pair, like the foot before and the foot behind, in walking. Each thing has its own intrinsic value and is related to everything else in function and position. Ordinary life fits the absolute as a box ands its lid. The absolute works together with the relative like two arrows meeting in mid-air. Reading words you should grasp the great reality. Do not judge by any standards. If you do not see the Way, you do not see it even as you walk on it. When you walk the Way, it is not near, it is not far. If you are deluded, you are mountains and rivers away from it. I respectfully say to those who wish to be enlightened: Do not waste your time by night or day.

Beauty of life seed of hope Love devotion Words never spoke Light became dim Darkness in cold shiver seed of love jaded hopes became dimmer Lost became sight Reasons to shroud night Dusk bears no insight To the darkness it delivers Be Gone Jaded Night! deliver me from this disturbing insight Make my pain be lifted To the glory of twilight!