Stuff About ME

I am known to most of you as "Mistress of The Internet" ...Intimidating? yes I know.....My real name is Janae (not so intimidating).....so I am taking this thing to a personal level now. I grew up in a small town, with 2 older brothers. Which usually made me center of attention, and I know how to be just that. Growing up in a home with 2 brothers makes you be someone that is hard to explain. I was always the one to make them laugh, Always the one to hold the tools for them, so I can fix a car. And I always loved to make my family smile. I am 35 now soon to be 36 and I have a son that is 16. He is a handful in himself.I have raised him most of his life with only the help of my mother, who I now also help take care of, me and my mother have always had a special bond. I have a best friend, well she is way more than that to me,always has been. Suzie is someone I could always run to, even though she can be the biggest bitch I ever met....lol But you know, I think that is what I like about her best, she does not lie to me or sugar coat anything. Just a straight up real friend, and I love her. She has also been in my life for many years about 13 or more I could say. A lil more about me is I love all animals...except spiders and I love the outdoors. I am a very emotional person, not just a lil I mean I am a freak with emotions that run wild, only people who know me that well know how I can be...but they still love me.,,,although I keep most things to myself. Everything that I do is truely from my heart.I am never afraid to show my emotions, and if U get to know me you will find that out. If your my friend you will have me for life, You REALLY do not want on my bad side. I love to be around people and I love to travel places I have never been, or just take a road trip to wherever. "I am just a girl, NOTHING SPECIAL" So don't think I am some angel that has come into your life to save you. My friends say there is just something about me that glows sometimes, though I am not sure what that is. I do not have many close friends. I am not sure why that is. But it does make the ones I do have happy to just be there with me. Which in turn, gives me a meaning to live. I am borderline on trust issues, and I am very, I repeat VERY cautious. If you need a friend to talk to, that could be me. I am very understanding, sometimes too understanding of people and their problems. Not sure what everyone wants me to be, But I will only be Myself...and well if you don't like or cannot respect that
.....GO AWAY...NOW

thanks for listening
Just a Girl