Bella432007's blog: "In the life of Bella!"

Hi everyone .. Been awhile since i been around . Though i come on and see what is new with this site . Send a msg !! Love to hear from my friends i have made on here .Hugssssssssss everyone .. Good to be back !

Hi everyone i have not been on for awhile . My grandson has cancer and i have been with him . There are more test to be done to see what kind he has . He has been in hosptial now 16 days he is 3 . I have been so sick over this i just can't belive this . My life is trun a mess again . Lost one granddaughter in may now this .

Well here i am again . I lost my granddaugher on the 12 of May . My daugher was 6 months preg . Her water broke and she ended up in hosptial 5 hours from me . She had the baby at 4 am sat morning . The baby lived all of 5 mins . She was soooooooooooooooooooo pretty and so very small . Her lungs just was not ready for this big bad world . I know she is being watch over . I lost my mother inlaw in dec and my dad 3 weeks later. So i know she is being looked after . I have to Take care of my daugher now . She will n ever ever get over this . And the same day they told her she might not be able to carry a baby to term . She will fine that out in 3 months. We have not gotten our Little ones ashes yet in a few days . Then we will lay her to rest . Just though i share . Hugsssssssssssss

U know when our kids were all small how easy they were to look after . Well i have 25,21,19 year old daughter and one son 11 . I rather have everyone of them babies again . Well not so much my son . Two live on there own but they should all just move back home . My days start with grandbabies calling me . I love that part lol . But i guess i am saying PLEASE if you have some kids enjoy them. When they ask you to watch a movie or play dolls or trucks because they do grow so so fast . I love mine so so much and i guess this is why they call me 100 times a day . They tell me everything . Things i don't have to know about as well. Just enjoy your kids while they are still small because THEY DO GROW UP !