well as of yesterday i have reserved my posistion in the army. I go to MEPS (physical exam) wednsday ... I will be leaveing before the end of the month.. I will be working in water treatment until and animal health care specialist position becomes available... I guess i'm ready to get out of small town east texas and do something with my life i figure i only have to sign up for two years i have money to go to college plus that AWESOME 20,000 dollar cash bonus they are handing out at the moment.. lol only bad part of all of this is i have to lie to my family and tell them i'm joining the airforce so they won't vertualy disown me and worry themselves sick over me.. although they will have no choice but to find out when i send them the packet saying i'm graduating from training in the army .. oh well i feel bad but i know it's for the best.. basicly i'm writeing this on here because i need to get it off my chest and i cant tell anyone ...