saphirerose's blog: "In My Mind"

never want to see your face again This has got to end You said you'd love me forever This will be never I'm not a stepping stone Nor your dog who needs a bone You played with my heart Till you ripped it apart I'm to skinny you say well others seem to like me this way I'm sorry I'm not fat And certainly not a tramp I know who I am And I certainly don't want you as my MAN c@ Michelle L. Wagner 2-18-09

I'm in the middle of a dark tunnel No way out Don't know which way to go The darkness eats away my mind Someone shine a light towards my way Feel as if froze in time Wanting to relinquish the pain Insurpassible desires Nothing to gain Respect is earned Children disrespect ~ Always getting burned~ Some wonder where things come from This I will tell you I write what I see How I feel and what I believe in They say a mind is beautiful thing to waste I try not to waste mine Many things have been taken Away and lost in my life My mind will not be one of them I don't hide behind facid things I know what is real I don't have sex appeal I am real I don't lie cheat nor steal Not materialistic I'm grateful for what I have been given Life is precious to me Mainly because of what I have seen The endings and the beginnings