Ive been thru alot in last several weeks--tonite I learned some other things--I cant take no more. I wanna smile bad and be happy me again--but dont know how to.I really dont know what to do. I try to make ppl happy, but the things in my life going on, its hard to. Plzz I beg you!! plzz be patient, Im really trying hard to get back to my happy me--honest.Im just really really lost and scared now.