yes im human. yes i make mistakes. yes im not perfect. yes ive been in some fucked up situations. im just tired of ppl always judging me and putting me down not only for my sexual orientation but just how i live my life in general. ciarra why arent you in school? whats the problem? yes i was in college and had 4 scholarships and lost them all when i dropped out. i was in a very bad situation so yes i am a college dropout. im not saying im necessarily proud of that either. how do you think i feel when i see all my college friends still in school and doing great? hell some of them even pledged and are now in a sorority. i do plan on going back if not in the fall then in january. i just wish ppl would stop judging me about my decision about college when they dont even know the situation or havent even been in the situation themselves. im also tired of ppl telling me what i cant do. instead of being so negative all the time why dont you try supporting me and my decisions? ciarra youre not ready for this or ready for that. ciarra youre not gonna be able to do this or that. i cant wait to prove everyone wrong. i cant wait to get my own place and maintain it on my own. i cant wait to go back to school and get my degrees so i can be a successful kindergarden teacher. all im saying is that im human and sh*t happens but you have no right to judge or try to put me down bc im sure youve made some pretty bad choices too in your lifetime.
