not that im ever not hehe ... i wish i wasnt alot of the time tho it makes me do naughty things hehe anyways i gues i really just would rather not be sometimes because then my ex and i usually end up hooking back up the fucking inevitable cycle .. i guess its just a comfort thing too we were together for so long and we were such good friends its just easy to fall back to the old habbits ... earls doesnt help either we both hang out there and ... i really do sound like a bitch though because if he wasnt there somtimes i dont know what id do anyways im being a stupid fucking chick hahah so im gonna go now ..have good sex