Quit lying to me. I'm so fed up with it. I'm sick of being ignored, I'm sick of always being the fucking second person, I'm sick of being cut off, I'm sick of being backstabbed, I'm sick of everyone in general.
Every time I talk to someone. They just ignore me. I tell a story, they only listen to half of it, wander off, and still expect me to be their 'friend' Or when I'm talking to someone, and someone else more 'popular, prettier, all around better' than me comes up and they both run off and start a whole new different conversation since mine doesn't fucking matter to anyone. How would you like it if I did that to you? Exactly, you wouldn't. Why would I be any different in that case? I'm sick of people doing that to me. I'm not even going to consider you as a friend anymore. I'm a idiot for even considering you as a friend. I'm not some fuckass backup buddy to make yourself look cool.
And then people see me cry, and start to notice and 'care' about me, and still don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I find that ridiculous. That is complete and utter bullshit. I hate it when people say 'ohhh what's wrong Danielle' when they were there the whole time and know exactly what's wrong. That just hurts even more. You're just saying that to bring attention to yourself, not because you care about me at all. I'm tired of being treated like shit. I'm tired of people using me for their little personal needs, and I don't even get a simple thankyou. Stop acting like you know me, stop acting like I'm you're 'friend' when you know nothing about me. What's my favorite color? What's my favorite type of music? Food? Place to go? That's right. You don't know. The only reason you don't know anything about me is because you don't even bother to try and get to know me. That's you're own fucking fault.
That's not even a fraction of what I'm feeling like right now. I still have all these other things going on like school, family, Jesse… Don't even compare myself to you.
As of right now. I don't have friends. Not from school, anyways. You're all fuckers who don't give a shit for what I do with myself. I don't need you. Not now, not ever. After what all you guys have done to me, I don't think I can handle it anymore. Which is probably just fine for you. Don't talk to me tomorrow. Don't even touch me. You're worthless to me.
By the way, Tia, This has nothing to do with you. I'll talk to you about it later ok.
