Just a Note.....

My shout box is closed to friends only. The reason being, some people have no respect and think they can jump in there with the Hey Sexy's and Wanna (insert sexual comment here) things. Therefor it is closed. As well as some of my Photo albums.
I dont rate less then a 10. Unless your going to rate less then that first. Then I will give you an equal rating of what you gave me. Thats just how I do things.
I don't down rate. Thats rude.
I try to return all love given. Sometimes it takes me a little while but I will return it.

Now a little about me....

I'm 5'1 1/2" tall, yes when your short every inch counts :)
Reaching the cupboards are a pain in the azz and people think your a leaning post for their arms. *shrugs*

I was born a Blond and stayed that way until I was 13. At 13 it was a Dirty Dishwater Blond and I hated it. I'm pretty sure I dyed that right out, being as now my natural color is Brunette with red highlights.

I am Plus-sized. I have been trying very hard to get back down to my weight before I had my babies. However my metabolism is not cooperating :) The process is going very slow. But a 20 pound loss in 2 months isn't bad either :) My metabolism started going to hell after I was hit by a drunk driver while riding my bike home when I was a kid.

I'm a stay at home mom. Theres 2 reasons for this.
1.) I enjoy staying home raising my kids, not a lot of parents have that luxury with the economy today. I consider it a blessing that I can be with my children.
2.) I was hit by a drunk driver while riding my 10 speed bicycle home with a friend. It has caused some long term side effects. I was not expected to live, but ta-da here I am. I deal with arthritis throughout my entire body daily. My knees are screwed up and I'm in Physical Therapy and will find out at the end of the month when surgery is going to be. I suffer from severe migraines. There are problems with my neck and back. My arms and legs keep going numb and none of the doctors I have seen have been able to tell me why.
Most of my physical problems are caused from a drunk driver who was a DOCTOR.
Do I like drunk drivers? Hell No! Get a cab or a designated driver if your going to be drinking. Don't place other peoples lives in harms way because you have to be a moron! I have lost a few family members to Drunk driving, as well as having my own problems from it. Yes I think its moronic to drink and drive!

Randomness about me.....

My favorite saying is: If hearts could lie, Mine would say... I don't love you anymore.
Hence my name.
I came up with this one night while hubby and I were arguing.
Yes If my heart could lie, I wouldn't love him anymore.
But I do.
More and more every day.
We met on this little box called WebTV.
Internet through your TV for those of you who never heard of it.
8 years later, were still together.
It takes a lot to keep a marriage going.
You cant just expect someone to be attracted to you because you said vows.
You have to keep that flame burning.
You have to work at a marriage for it to work for you.

I'm a Compulsive rambler :)
I can talk forever and never get bored with it :)
I also switch from topic to topic in an instant.
Why?
I have no clue.
I've always been like this :)

I'm a married mom of 4 plus a step son.
My kids range in age from 2 to almost 11.
This is a website not a real bar!
When I have pictures of my kids I am not bringing them to a bar, get real.
This is the internet, remember.
My Children are my pride and joy, I post pictures of them because they are my life.
If you don't like it, that little red box with the white x in the upper right hand corner of your screen, should take care of that for you.

I'm a Gemini.
I fit all the classic qualities with the dual personalities. (Theres a thing in my stash on Gemini's)
I am Random, so is my life and the things I do.
I am easily distracted!
I am extremely Compulsive.
I do things on a whim and don't think twice about whether it was stupid, Its all for the fun.
Yes I have low self esteem.
I don't see myself as beautiful or whatever it is people say.
Many have tried to convince me but to no avail, I still believe I am just ME!
Why would I want to be anything else?
I am the same in person as I am on here.
Why people think they have to be something they are not always amazes me.
I guess its stupidity.

I am a proud B*tch by birth, I come from a very long line of B*tches and I was taught well.
This is who I am.
No one will change me.
Many have tried and many have failed.
But at the same time, I can be the sweetest person you will ever meet.
You would have to get to know me, to know what I mean.
I will not sugarcoat what I believe to be the truth for you.
If you want someone to lie to you, I am not the person to talk to.
I am blunt and brutally honest to my friends and my family.
It is not with the intention of hurting their feelings.
I just feel it is better to be honest, then to lie.
One lie only leads to many many more lies. Then your continuously lying to cover up one lie you started with.
It's just not worth it to me.

I'm one of those people who will give you the shirt off my back.
I'll always be there no matter how much time has passed between us talking.
Its just the way I am.

I don't like having my emotions played with, so if thats your intention, don't try it.
The outcome will not be good for you.
On the other hand, I'll get over it quickly.

They say you can forgive but never forget.
I have found that to be very truthful.
I can forgive the things certain people have done to me.
But I have yet to forget them.
Those things always stick in the back of your mind.
When you have been wronged, it changes you somehow.
I have a past just like everyone else.
Some of the things I have done, were very wrong.
Most people learn from their mistakes. In the long run,
I have learned a lot.
I have been through more then one abusive relationship, and I have survived them all. Not many women are as lucky to get out. Some dont have the means or the strength.
For a long time I thought all men were the same. Abusers in one way or another. Sometimes emotional abuse can be worse then Physical, because bruises go away. But those words, stick in your mind.
My husband and friends have showed me how very wrong I was on that account.
Not all men are the same.
I just picked out a few cracked crystals before I found my diamond.
Looks are not everything. If you are that superficial, you will get nowhere in life.
Yes there has to be an attraction to begin with. But looks are not everything!
It really is what is on the inside. A person can be undesirable to some on the outside, but have a heart full of gold on the inside.
Usually these people are over looked, because of their physical appearance. Not everyone was graced with looking like a super model.
Think twice before you pass up the less desirable one. They may have been your Diamond in the ruff. You will have passed it by and you always long for what you didn't know you had, until it was gone.

My Dreams.....

I want to be a Veterinarian.
Seeing as how the closest school is 2 and a half hours away, I'm settling for a Vet Tech until my children are grown.
Its my dream to own my own rescue shelter.
There are just too many animals that need to be loved and cared for.
It breaks my heart seeing any animal suffer or not be taken care of.
I've always been an animal lover.


Anything else you want to know just ask. I've ran out of ramblings right now :)
Bet your glad huh? Hehehe =D

What Tanya Marie Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.