ferrari27's blog: "IF TOMMORROW NEVER COMES..."

I sit and think man really...why am I not being heard.i haven't been perfect but I'm all in all a good person.what have I done so bad I'm not ugly,i don't lie,cheat,steal.....I know how to treat the one I'm with when I have someone.ive been single for a while now...almost 2 yrs...I'm lonely but I can't be wrong when my love comes in my life..please let him/her be real,non abusive,someone who just knows yea I'm fro NY but I talk slot cus it's a nervous thang

.I ve got a lot of love where's the real down ass mother fucker or down ass female I'm supposed to be with..I deserve this .please answer god...

I THINK THAT PEOPLE SHOULD NOT JUDGE,WE KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG,REMEMBER THE HARD THING TO DO IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO..

I AMHAVING A HARD TIME GETTING THE CONFUSION OF YOU OUT OF MY HEAD.

I KNOW I WAS TOLD NOT TO GET TO CLOSE PAPI,BUT YOU MADE IT EASY FOR ME,

BUT YOU KNEW I IGNORED WHAT YOU SAID..

ONLY BECAUSE I SAW THE GOOD IN YOU,

YOU WERENT TRYING TO BE SOMEONE YOU WERE NOT,ONLY YOU

I MISS YOU,YOU SAY ITS HARD TO SAY GOOD BYE TO ME..

ITS NOT GOOD BYE,YEARS ARENT NOTHING WHEN U HAVE ME OUTHERE,

TELLING YOU NO LIES,ONLY WHAT IS TRUE.

I MISS YOU THOUGH,IM BROKEN..

FIXING ME WOULD BE WASTE OF TIME I FEEL.

CAUSE ONLY YOU HAVE THE PARTS THAT I NEED,

THIS LOVE BUG YOU GAVE ME,ITS FOR REAL.IM HERE OKAY LIKE I SAID.

YOU DO YOU IN THERE,LET ME KNOW WHAT TO SEND

HELL ILL BRING YOU ANY THING YOU WANT,EVEN THAT CRAzY SHIT YOU LOVE,THAT AWSOEMW WEED..

I MISS YOU,YOUR EVERY WHERE I LOOK,BUT ITS NOT GOOD BYE,CAUSE IM RIGHT HERE JUST OPEN THOSE SEXY EYES AND LOOK.

LOVE YOU BABY.HANG IN THERE

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I D SEE U WALK OUT THE DOOR,

I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND A KISS,AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE.IF I KNEW

IT

WOULD BE THE LAST TIME ID HEAR YOUR NAME LIFTED IN PRAISE,I WOULD VIDEO

TAPE

EACH ACTION AND EACH WORD AND PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY.IF I KNEW IT

WOULD BE THE LAST TIME TO SAY OUR "I LOVE YOU'S"INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU

KNOW I DO.THERES ALWAYS TOMMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVER SIGHT,AND SURE

WE WILL GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT,BUT JUST IN CASE

IM WRONG AND TODAYS ALL I GET,

I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND

JUST TO TELL U I CHERISH OUR TIME WEVE SPENT.WE NEED TO REMEMBER THAT

TOMMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANY ONE..