This feeling I feel
It hits deep like a knife in my heart
Unsure of the meaning behind it
Hurting, bleeding, tearing, lying there helpless
This horrid feeling
Saddness creeping in like a cold draft from an opened window
Intentions of insecurity
Sleeplessness, loneliness, endlessness, being there but not really there
This overwhelming feeling
Tears streaming down my cheeks like an endless waterfall
Faraway in my own reality
Crying, prying, screaming to get out
But I just felt it today
Not everyday am I feeling this way
It is just the saddness I keep inside bursting open like the tornado passing by
This depression is hidden behind a smile