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Quaranthings

   

      I have read the last book on my stash. I ran out of free access to articles on Medium. I have watched most of the movies my taste on Netflix. I have tried making Dalgona coffee. I have joined the Tiktok community. I lost count of days, honestly. And I’m pretty much sure I’m not the only one.

      We were all clueless about this global pandemic at first. There was no warning it would be this big. And even if there was, nobody can ever predict when will all this be over. Sucks. Sucks big time.

     Amid this current crisis, everyone’s minds are all over the place. We are left with no choice but to face it, to follow the protocols for our safety (I wish we are all disciplined enough!), to maybe use this downtime for self-improvement and growth, and to take this all in as lessons so that when all of this is finally over, we go out of our homes as better individuals and citizens.

     People are crestfallen about the government, only dumb people who chose to close their eyes and ears will not know why. Every day, the media bombards us with anxiety-inducing news (thank you, our dear frontliners.); we worry about our salaries, about losing our jobs, our cancelled trips, our postponed plans, about our health and of our loved ones especially those who are away from our sides.

     Every morning, we wake up with fear and uncertainty. And now more than ever, we need to be mindful of our doings. We must prioritize self-care because taking care of ourselves might be a small gesture to others but it makes the biggest impact on their health. May this time also remind us to be kinder towards others, and most of all, to make rational decisions instead of panic, greed, selfishness, and racism.

     I have seen articles about Mental Health flourish all over social media this past week. About how mental illness could be the next big problem after Covid-19 events, and I could hear my thoughts say “yes, possibly.”

    Right before the government mandated the ECQ, I was able to attend a forum on depression and mental health issues. It was very relieving and helpful for people like me who seek clarifications. (Will write about this on a separate article) Anyway, social isolation was a part of the discussion and how it can be a great tool to improve oneself. May we take advantage of this free time to reflect on our mental being, social systems, the littlest touches of melancholy, our life events, and even our biological domains like our diet and daily activities.

 

    To end this read, here’s a nice piece from Laura Kelly Fanucci:

 

When this is over,
may we never again take for granted
A handshake with a stranger
Full shelves at the store
Conversations with neighbors
A crowded theatre

 

Friday night out

The taste of communion
A routine checkup
The school rush each morning

 

Coffee with a friend
The stadium roaring
Each deep breath
A boring Tuesday
Life itself.

 

When this ends,
may we find
that we have become
more like the people
we wanted to be
we were called to be
we hoped to be
and may we stay
that way – better
for each other
because of the worst.

On a brighter note, Mother Nature is healing.
Missing the outside world for real. To better days ahead.

We got this.

   True intimacy is much more than sharing your body. Being truly intimate with someone means having someone with whom you can share your soul.

It is easy to find a lover. There are many men and women out there who want nothing more than physical intimacy and the feeling of being next to someone.

They find pleasure in the first touch, the first kiss, the first night together…

 

   However, for me, the mere act of being physically intimate with someone is not enough. I want someone with whom I can share more than just my body. I want to share my soul.

 

   I want to be able to cry my eyes out in front of him and still feel comfortable and beautiful.

 

   I want to have someone who will pull me back to him in the morning and kiss me immediately after waking up. I want morning breath kisses and messy hair.

 

   I want to go to watch football with him, drinking beer and laughing so hard that our stomachs hurt. I want to watch the spark in her eyes and him grabbing my hand every team his team scores.

 

   I want us to travel together. I want to try exotic and delicious meals and watch the sunsets together. I want to get lost in another country with him, wandering the streets with him and holding hands.

 

   Other times I don't want to leave our couch. I want to watch Netflix with him in pajamas. I want us to eat snacks all day, no dinner, no lunch. Just snacks and really amazing TV shows.

 

   I want to watch him fall asleep and miss him when he is not awake.

 

   I want us to sit cross-legged and talk about everything and nothing at the same time.

 

   I want to accidentally burn the dinner so that we could go out and eat pizza instead while accidentally getting a little bit drunk with wine.

 

   I want us sitting on the same side of the booth because sitting across the table it's just too much distance between us.

 

    I want to receive funny texts from him and have a smile on my face the whole day. I want to meet his family and him to meet mine. I want us to have a family on our own.

 

    I want to laugh with him, cry with him, being silly with him, celebrate successes with him, and endure whatever life puts on our path together, holding hands.

 

   I want us.

 

 

 

 

 

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