it was such a bad stretch--and i owe so much love here to so many.
just as i reach the peak of getting my strength back--i get kicked down bad. i dealt with my self-abuse issues--that part of my life is so over--it was a way with dealing with pain from darkcycling as well as the joys of upcycling--but i'm so done with that--i suffered with this crap for 38 years--i should know how to ride it out and i'm learning that with the Help of G-d and of course me daughter Bek'ah--
ok--so i play the 2nd best show of my like 3/27--see the pix--like 200+ ppl there they screamed for me--i had 101 fever that nite but the show did go on--everything was good-until-- as i come in for a horribly busy week of work the following monday--i'm unlawfully suspended from work(with pay) for a period that came to 2 weeks--can't publically talk about it cause of litigation matters.
the fact that this happened caused me to lose whatever ability i had to communicate--i still can't even open e-mails cause of this --my only communication is to my staff regarding technical matters and to bekah--i don't seem to be getting much better--but i did write this blog-so that's good.
i used my "free time" to work on my 15th album to be called "Psych Ward" describing the events leading up to my 6 day 'stay' last january --some of the people i befriended there and still think about and subsequent events--my last 'punkifier' pedal died--so i'm using a dod fx-92 bass overdrive petal--so the sound is much less hard than prior works--
love ya's all lots--i'll return all your love soon
"A Zit Named Saddam"
Steve Lieberman (2/2008) from the album 'Psych Ward"
had a zit named Saddam
a piece of crap like its namesake
who-exactly one year ago was impaled on the gallow stake
had a zit named Benazir
hurt me like all the girls do
so i sent out my suicide bombers
till that lil sucker was through
yeah, ok i went crazy
my zits leaders of the mid-east?
gives me something constructive to do-
til my f-ckin' darkcycling cease.
had a zit named Manesseh
who let the innocent blood flow
so i sent out the opposition
where did that lil f-cker go?
had a zit names Raamses
like his namesake, a scumbag
take that you mighty pharoah dude-
that sucker he started to sag"
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