Mouse TDS's blog: "Just Thoughts and Stuff"

I am Hurting

I reach for you 

But your not there

I cry for you

But you cant hear

I long for you

But your not here

I go to you

But you just disappear.

I wonder if I am ever going to get over you

I'm still searching for some light some hope to hold

I get thought each day

I just don't live in it

When I lay down my head your always there 

Because your inside it

Your not next to me to hold on to me

And you just don't get it

You dont need my love like I need yours

You cant share you heart your mind your life your soul

You can't give give what I need to feel whole again

Cause you never really knew me like I thought you did

I cry out you name

But you don't listen

Cause your never here

When I need most

You live like a man

Who wants his freedom

You only love me when

You need me you just use me

I hate what your doing to me

And I wont live with it

Cause I am not going to sit by

Waiting for you to realize

That I am

The best thing

That has ever happened

In you life