I sit alone; no one is near.
I listen, but there is no sound.
It seems so long since I have heard your voice.
I see you there, but do you see me?
I try to speak, can you hear?
You are there, and your friends are around you.
You are so happy; its good to see.
I wish I were there, with the circle around you.
I want to be near you, to help you.
Dont you see?
I want to forget what I did, all I said.
I want to forget the pain, the confusion, the suffering.
You dont seem to know why.
It hurt me, dont you understand?
You say you know I am here, but do you?
The world seems gray to me.
You cant see why, its all in color for you.
You act like you forget what happened between us.
I havent forgotten.
What did happen?
You say nothing, but do you mean that?
I say a lot, but you dont agree.
It might have worked, it could have helped, but you wouldnt talk to me.
You seem confused, what you did and what you say dont agree.
Your words and actions argue with each other, but you dont seem to see.
I want to understand, I want to know.
But I dont.
You wont let me.
Why wont you let me?
I tried to do right, but I didnt.
I wanted to help, but I made things worse.
It hurt so much.
I dont want to harm you; I want you to be happy.
I wanted you to talk to me; I wanted to be there for you.
I want to offer my hand when the way gets steep.
I wanted you to lean on me when you were in trouble.
I wanted to be your friend, your special friend.
But you are not here, I am alone.
