I just found out last night that my best friend got married. That part is a good thing, and I'm happy for her. The part that hurt me about the whole thing is that we've been best friends for 20 years and she's JUST telling me that she got married 4 MONTHS AGO!!! I don't even know what hurts more though, that she didn't tell me for so long, or that she doesn't get why I'm hurt. She tells me that she's sorry if her marriage upsets me, and I flat out tell her, it's not the marriage that has me upset. As long as she's happy I'm happy for her. It just hurts because when I got married I shared every single moment of it with her, but she doesn't tell me shit for 4 months. I feel like I got cut out of the biggest thing in her life. She eloped, so it's not even that I'm mad that I wasn't there. I know in some ways I may be being selfish about it, but whatever.
Anyways thanks for readin my ramble
