Shit hasnt changed much. You still have women comeing from no where. I feel like im on edge all the time. Every time i want to trust you and get comphy with you i feel like im getting smacked in the face. You have friends who back you and you only talk to them some of the time. They dont know what goes on here just what u want them to hear. You dont tell them how im a good mom or how much i do 4 u and the kids. Im just sad cause i thought i would be better getting married again. I dont know whats going to happen with us. I just know this has to stop. I dont like looking in to your shit to see if u r cheating. but all the stuff i see by acccedent then i go look. i know u r talking to other women the way u use to talk to me. so yea im tired of finding out that another woman has come out of thin air.