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I'm lovin the sappy songs right now, cut me some slack!

 

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more

Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight will you think of me
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight will you think of me
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight will you think of me
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight will you think of me
Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

I fear ...

[ ] black people
[ ] white people
[x]the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[x] dogs ( only BIG ones)
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total So Far: 7

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] snow
[ ] roller coasters (ones that go upside down)

Total So Far: 9

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] large crowds of unknown people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

Total So Far: 11

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] subways
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up, old

Total So Far: 13

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[x]not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood(lots of it)

Total: 14

Now re-post with:
“I'm afraid of (insert total) out of 73 common fears"

One Thing....

That will always make you happy
good music

That makes you completely depressed
myself?

That gets you extremely excited
well, you see there is this boy....

That you love the feel of
contentment

That you love the smell of
my perfume XD

That annoys you more than anything
bad music

That makes you royally pissed
people...yeah, people

That you love to hear
Thom's voice.

That always makes you cry
don't laugh....Lord of the Rings movies.

That you will never do
let people dictate my life

That you have always wanted to do
form a band

That you miss at this very moment
my bed at my parents' house

That you never do in front of anyone else
strip?

That you dont understand
why people are so closed minded

That gets you frustrated
people being closed minded XD

That you absolutely couldnt live without
music

That you would take with you wherever you go
bus pass? lol

That you could eat anytime, day or night
ramen!

That makes you want to throw up
throw up. lol

That makes you feel completely uncomfortable
not much.

That others obsess over but you don't care about
cars

That you hope you never have to do
ummmm, stop a zombie invasion?

That you are completely scared of
the dark....but only if i'm alone

That could shock you speechless
if i was pregnant

That you hate to see
suffering of others

That you collect
nothing really...memories?

That makes you snarl when people say it to you
nothing that i can think of

That you see everyday
yer mom. :-P

That you need every night before you sleep
to talk to Thom

That makes you smile
Thom. <3!

the A - Z of Bekah, enjoy

A - Available: haha! you wish!
A - Age: 20
A - Annoyance: just kinda people in general

B - Bestest Friend[s]: Bianca!!!!
B - Birthday: not coming fast enough!

C - Crush: cans?
C - Car: dodge charger.....or an old chevelle...what? a girl can dream!
C - Candy: chocolate covered espresso beans

D - Day or night: night, definately
D - Dream Car: see above....hehe

E- Easiest person to talk to?: Thom and Bianca
E- Eggs: yummeh!

F - Favorite Month: August. hehe
F - Favorite color(s): royal purple and black
F - Favorite Memory: lots

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: worms....or bears if i'm feeling violent
G - Giver or taker: either/or

H - Hair Color: brown-ish, red-ish?
H - Height: 5'4
H - Happy: yep!

I - Ice Cream: chocolate
I - Instrument: my voice count?

J - Jewelry: i adore my blingy-thingies
J - Job: looking for a job?
J - Jail: not going back, bitches.

K - Kids: someday.
K - Kickboxing or Karate: either/or
K - Kindergarden: i don't remember her name....sad ain't it?

L - Longest Car Ride: ND to FL

M - Milk Flavor: chocolate.....see a trend?
M - Most missed person: my brother.
M - Movie: LotR

N - Number of Siblings: 1
N - Number of Tattoos: 0 :(
N - Name: Bekah

O - ONE WiSH: to be closer to him....
O - One Phobia: lonliness.
O - One regret: none, i got over regret awhile ago.

P- Pet Peeves: not many
P- Part of your appearance you like best?: eyes and lips.
P- Part of your personality?: trusting, loyal, and funny

Q- Quote: "Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
Q- Quick or Slow: depends on the situation,

R - Reason to smile: well, there is this boy....
R - Reality TV Show: Idol. hehe
R - Reason to cry: none right now.

S - Song Last Heard: Broken - Seether & Amy Lee
S - Season: fave = autumn
S - Shoe: my b&w checked heels

T - Time you woke up: 7-ish
T - Time Now: 12:36
T - Time for bed: tonight when i pass out

U - U love someone: i may be getting there
U - Unpredictable?​​:​​ all the time!
U - Underwear: thong or boy shorts.

V - Vegetable you hate: none that i have tasted
V - Vacation spot: Vermont? hehe, don't ask

W- Worst Habits: biting my nails when i'm nervous, cracking my neck
W- Where are you going to travel next?: to your mom's house. lol
W- Weather right now: sunny and hot....Florida all the way >_<

X - X-Rays: only on my mouth. haha

Y - Year you were born: 1988
Y - Year it is now: 2009
Y - Yellow: not so much....thanks tho.

Z - Zoo Animal: Tiger....there's a funny story about those and me. hehe

So why not with a survey thingie....ported from myspace. lol

What are your initials?
RDG...yeah, try saying that 5 times fast

What is your favor..ite thing..​ to wear?
look in a Hot Topic window...there you go

Last thing.. you ate?
Cinna-toast with cream cheese

Name one thing.. that scare..s you?
being alone....emo, i know

I say Shotgun, you say:
MINES!

Who was the last person other than you in your bed?
no idea....

What were you doing.. at 7:00am?
waking up....kinda

Last person you hugged?
My Drew-drew

Does anyone you know want to date you?
not that i think...but others seem to think differently. doesn't really matter.

When was your last encounter with the police?
when they were escourting me out of jail...good times.

Have you ever driven without a license?
nope, i haven't drove in about a year.

The last place you went out to dinner?
Taco Bell...with myself.

Do you like your name?
it's grown on me.

What time of the day is it?
mid-day....10-ish

Who/What made you angry today?
me.

Baseball or Football?
Football...Baseball is too slow for me.

Do you like birds..?
no more than anyone else

Favorite holiday:
St Patty's. 

Do you download music?
can't anymore

Do you care if your socks are dirty?
YES! so gross


Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?
it's ok if the person knows what it means for sure.
"Yeah? In Korean it means 'kick me'!" - Pablo Fransisco

Do you like to cuddle?
all the time.

Do you love anyone?
yeah.... family and such

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine -sigh-

Have you ever bungee jumped?
i want to!

Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
see above

Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
yeah....it was hella creepy.

How many pets do you have?
none atm, i want some kitties tho

Have you met a real redneck?
yeah, i'm related to one.

How is the weather right now?
it's gorgeous!

What are you listening to right now?
Come Out Swinging by The Offspring

What is your current favorite song?
Too many to list

What was the last movie you watched?
Nightmare Before Christmas

Do you wear contacts?
Neva!

Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Library

What's one thing you've learned this year?
lots...again, too much to list.

What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Iced Chai Tea Latte

Ever had someone sing to you?
yeah....good times.

Have you ever fired a gun?
yep...out of practice now tho.

Are you missing someone?
a little....but what else is new

Favorite TV show?
i don't watch much TV

What do you have an obession with?
nothing atm

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
my grandma says that i look a bit like Nicole Kidman....i don't see it.

Who would you like to see right now?
heh. no comment

Ever had a near death experience?
yeah....bad times.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
sometimes.

Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suppose to?
yeah....i did just get out of jail not too long ago.

Favorite smell?
vanilla, prolly.

Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
kettle corn, thanks.

Ever been in a cop car in real life?
haha.

Has anyone you were really close to passed away recently?
left, but not died

Our Lady Peace or Nickelback?
Nickelback

Whats something that really bugs you?
your face.

Taco Bell or Burger King?
Taco Bell, bitches!

Next time you will kiss someone?
who knows.

Favorite college football team?
none?
Ever call a 1-900 phone number?
no....I'm good
Nipple or Nose rings?
nose!

What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
3 days...good times. 

Last time you went bowling?
i don't remember....that long ago! lol

Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
park bench?

Who was your last phone call?
Richard....no my dad

What's the closest orange object to you?
this lady's purse.

Favorite object in your room?
nothing really....

Have you ever smoked heroin?
nah...why you got some? hehe

Do you own guns?
not yet, planning on it tho.

Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
nah, there really isn't much ever wrong with me.

What do you think about hot dogs?
only like the 100% beef ones.

What do you prefer to drink in the morni..ng?
milk....juice....screwdriver? yummeh!


Can you do push ups?
a few. lol

Can you do a chin up?
haha! you're funny!

What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
my bullet necklace
 

Do you like blue cheese?
only with wings.

Ever been in a car wreck?
nope. thank gawd

Middle name?
Deanne

Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment
I'm horny.
I want sex.
Why am I saying this?

Name 3 things you bought yesterday
cigarettes....and that is it. lol

Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
Water
Apple Juice
Milk

Current worry?
anything and everything.

Current hate right now?
no comment....-mutters about the Covy under her breath-

How did you bring in the New Year?
with Richard and some beer. hah!

Where would you like to be right now?
anywhere but here?

Name three people who will complete this?
not a one. haha! i know them well enough to guess that!

Do you own slippers?
yes! and they are unnusually( at least for me) girly! -gasps-

What shirt are you wearing?
my black and grey striped dress.

Do you sleep on satin sheets?
uhhhh, no.

Can you whistle?
not so much.

Double stuffed or regular oreos?
mini ones!

Would you be a pirate?
can i be a pirate ninja? hehe

What songs do you sing in the shower?
none right now...too many ears that can listen. haha!

Favorite girl's name?
Violet May

Favorite boy's name?
haven't really thought of it...i've always loved the name Richard tho( don't judge me!)

What's in your pocket?
no pockets atm.

Last thing that made you laugh?
Sasha!

Best bed sheets as a child..?
i didn't get special sheets.

Worst injury you've ever had?
when my ex pushed me and a skinnned my leg REALLY bad.  no really i don't like EVER get hurt.

Do you love where you live?
not so much...the city is ok tho.

How many TVs do you have in your house?
way too many? esp since we like never get to watch them.

Who is your loudest friend?
My Drew-drew

How many dogs do you have?
none....i like dogs but kitties are better.

Does someone have a crush on you?
fuck if i know.

What is your favorite candy?
smarties forever!

Favorite Sports Team?
DA BEARS!

Where is the next place you want to travel to?
my own apartment?

What were you doing 12 AM last night?
eating a sub from subway...crazy i know. i was hungry.

What was the first thing you did this morning?
made my bed.
Who's the main character in the book you're reading (or the last book you read)?
The cast of Twilight( i'm reading the director's notebook)

What hair color does your history teacher have?
what history teacher? haha

What does your third text in your inbox say and who's it from?
i don't have a phone so yeah....

What song are you currently listening to, or what song did you listen to last?
Mandatory Suicide by Slayer

What class do you usually write notes to your friends in?
Whichever one i happen to be in. haha!

If you got married to your current love interest and took their last name, what would your full name be?
what love interest?

What did you get your mom for mother's day?
i honestly don't remember....XD so little money >_<

Last thing you ordered when you went out to eat?
nachos, soft taco, and empanada.

What's your favorite flavor of italian ice?
any of them is good.


What time did you wake up this morning?
7 on the dot like every other day.

Which of your cousins is closest to you in age?
Sarah....and we aren't even really related.

Are your best friend's parents married?
yep.

What color is your roof?
grey-ish? i think?

How often do you use the school computers?
Library ones are the only ones i get to use so yeah. hehe

What song reminds you of an ex?
anything by Avenged Sevenfold....esp A Little Piece of Heaven.

Do you think it's ridiculous when anyone who hasn't been in a relationship for 2 or more years talks about marriage with their partner?
nope.

What's your favorite band's biggest hit?
The Bleeding - Five Finger Death Punch

Almost Easy/Afterlife/Bat Country - Avenged Sevenfold
What Have You Done? - Within Temptation
Nemo - Nightwish

Did you ever order one of those CDs off the television (like the "GREATEST ROCK HITS" or whatever ones)?
nope...you think i have that much money?

What method of hair removal do you use?
i shave.

When's the last time you wore a headband?
about a week ago?

Do your parents like your music?
kinda? it's complicated.

Do have a window in your shower?
no....that's just weird. XD

In the winter, do you put down the storm window and move the screen up or just leave the screen where it is?
winter? when does Florida have winter? hah!

Has this year gone by incredibly fast, or did it just drag on really slowly?
meh, it's been ok i guess.

Do you know anyone who annoyingly brags about themselves 24/7?
kinda?

Do you ever jokingly call your friends "sexy", "baby", etc?
sometimes.

What hangout spots are within walking distance of your house?
the Library? the wall...yeah...

Isn't it weird how some people do their hair all nice and have a cute outfit on, even though the weather is terrible and is probably going to ruin all their hard work anyway?
yeah but who cares! look cute anyways!

Does it bother you when people are constantly away on AIM so you don't know if they're really there or not?
YES!

Do you think skinny jeans look bad on big people (and I'm not just saying chubby people, I mean FAT FAT people)?
um yeah!

Are you an Atheist, or do you know any Atheists?
yes i do. 

How big of a role does religion play in your life?
none?

What's your best friend's screenname?
haha! sillies!

Would you rather date someone who was superconceited or someone who had a very low selfesteem? Why?
neither....but i'd rather have the confident personif i have to choose. -shrugs-

How many kids do you want in the future?
two, if any.

Which sounds more attractive to you, brown eyes or green eyes?
brown.

Have you ever dated anyone with green eyes?
yeah a while ago.

What's the best thing about being in high school, in your opinion?:
just being in high school....i miss it!

Do you like snow, or is it just a hassle to you?
I miss it a lot.

Have you ever had pizza with pineapples on it? How was it?
yes! goodness!

Would you ever get an abortion?
nope, but i have no problem with other people doing it if they want to.

If your parents got divorced, remarried other people, and started new families, would you be jealous?
nah. i'd feel bad for my brother tho

When you got your ears pierced for the first time, where do you go to get them done?
a mall in ND....i was 5 and so effing excited! hehe

Have you ever believed that the moon was made out of cheese?
nope. i was always into Astronomy....so yeah good luck fooling me with that one.
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