why why why....
After 3 years and all we've done, bought this house and land....got ourselves a life...
now you descide that you would rather spend your time partying ,drunk and high....
I never asked for anything more then love honor and respect from you...and I gave you all that I ever expected for you to give back....
but yet here we are another summer and you have lost your mind...
I have never heard of a seasonal addict...but nw i have lived it.
you have finally decided that you would rather spend your time drunk and stoned...
well enjoy your "friends" little gurlie...cause once they use you up they will toss you aside...
this all would be a bit easier if you could've told me why.
all i got was the " its not you its me" well....duh....no shit sherlock...
i gave you love, trust, caring, hope, and respect...and yet even where the kids a re concerned you are just oblivious....
I could deal with this if you were an actual alcoholic...and this was something we have been battleing all allong....
I hope you survive these decisions your making dawn...
I fear for your safety...mentally, physically and emotionally...you are traveling in circles with people who only hold sympathy for you while they think they can gain something from you....
bless you dawn ...your gonnna need it...
i loved you....with all that i had...
but you have laid the rails so now you can drive the train....
you know how I feel about this...
you have left of your own free will...
but you will never be welcome back ..
