Tony Montana225's blog: "To THE MONTANALAND225 Family!!!!!"

 Good day to everyone!!!!!i really don't know how to start so it's about time i tell the truth to EVERYONE!!!!! I'M SO NEW TO A-L-L OF THIS BUT i understand some things. i understand when i've left some one behind but i'll NEVER understand why people(when you've helped them through something instantly forget you,even as you still love them.

i don't understand how lovr can be so great one day and non-existant the next.i'm a JEUDE'-CHRISTIAN Evangelist AND PROPHET"SENT FROM"FROM THE M-O-S-T H-I-G-H GOD"i'mliving and looking at my brother's and sisters"destorying my heart"with"instant gradification syndrome"attitude tha's so"pervasive"these days. besides racism.my brother's and sisters understand nothing nor no one except their own fantasy(or their reality).it seems that i'm no one excpt when i'm doing something at the time for you(people) shit ya'll,i don't ask for much but i'm getting slammed cuz i do stuff in real life too and that real life intrudes to here,when i'm here i try to get to everyone and still"witness" here too.to everyone here.

i didn't know i had to be on call for folks who think everyons should be,every minute,second and hour of the day.i didn't know if i'm notin your face(or space),screw me.now showing love means staying within an arms length at all times?i'm sorry if you're offended if i'm trying to spread the gospel of JESUS CHRIST TO A-L-L OF YOU,WHOM I LOVE WITH E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G I HAVE.my heart hurts for all the friends i'm about to lose cuz i'm N-O-T A GREAT FRIEND but i'llkepppushing on cuz i know my destiny lies in my survival in HIS LOVE FOR A-L-L!!!!!"

LASTLY,i'm going to everything i can to be"THE BEST THAT"DADDY"MADE ME TO BE.AND IF I'M NOT DECENT ENOUGH OF A FRIND OR FAMILY MEMBER THEN I'LL ACCEPT THAT BUT PLEASE DON'T INSULT ME WHEN A-L-L I'MTRYOGN TODOIS YOU A-L-L THE BEST WAY I CAN.IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE IN THE 225 FAMILY JUST DROP ME A LINE,IT'S NOT LIKE I'M GOING TO KILL YOU OR SOMETHING.i need dedicated followers of christ who know what's important in life for real NO FAKING.i'm like this,"if all you need me for is to do something for you,"DELETE ME NOW" IF YOU DON'T CARE FOR WHAT I'M TRYING TO BUILD IN GOD,"DELETE ME NOW" CUZ MY WORK IN GOD'S VISION IS WAAAY MORE IMPORTANT THAN SOME"FLY BY NIGHT"CARNAL THOUGHTS CONCERNING ONLY YOURSELF."WHERE IS THE LOVE THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOURSELF?COMPUTERS ARE JUST A TOOL THAT EXTENDS WHAT'S REALLY IN YOUR HEART FOR OTHERS AND I'M SADDENED TO FIND OUT THAT PEOPLE ARE MORE"VICIOUS"HEREBEHIND THE SAFETY OF THEIR OWN WALLS.we do shit here that we would absolutely"disdain"in"real life"i expect to lose many,but he truth is"DADDY"ONLY WANTS THE "FAITHFUL"FEW ANYWAY. faithful to you or daddy,YOU LOSE 10 OUT OF 10 TIMES CUZ MY LIFE BELONGS TO HIM ALONE,SORRY.I'M SAD TO SEE SO MANY NEEDING OTHERS TO"WORSHIP"THEM LIKE THEY'RE GODS OR SOMETHING,JUST TO BE THEIR"FRIEND".I WORSHIP"THE TRINITY"AND THEM ALONE AS I LOVE YOU,and if that's not good enough then i guess it's goodbye and i love you but you'll A-L-W-A-Y-S have a home in my heart.

                                  "ALWAYS IN PEACE AND LOVE,

                                                     Tony Montana225!!!!!"