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God, you know, I have been living off the parentals for the last year and it has literally driven me insane. Dads insanity almost killed me an Mom has been wonderful... but she has her issues too. I dont want anyone elses issues but my own. I fall in love with someone back home. We want to get an apartment and make it work for ourselves with out anyone else. And noone believes it will work. Everyone wants to shit on my happiness. I havnt even told dad yet because I know the amount of shit I am going to get from that. You know... I am just FUCKING SICK AND GODDAMNED TIRED of everyone who wants to be a fucking critic of the way I live. If you have a fucking problem with me and what I want, just leave me the hell alone then. Im not asking for your help or your money. I never did. I dont need anything else but a ride home.

The Nightmare

Last night I had this terrifying nightmare that wouldnt quit. I woke up 3 times and everytime I went to sleep this guy was in my head. This horrible evil man who wanted to kill me slowly. It started when I was in my apartment with Mom. Its an apartment I have never lived in before. I go outside to the parking lot to get something out of my car and there is a guy with short brown hair and big glasses sitting in a red crap looking convertable staring at me. He scares me so I hurry back inside. I am sitting in the living room for a few hours and every time I look out the window through the blinds this guy is staring at me through the window. I become increasingly scared. After a while of this guy not leaving I for some reason feel the uncontrollable urge to ask him why he has been sitting in the parking lot for so long. Big mistake. He rolls down his window and I ask him why hes there. He says he just likes to pass the time sitting in our parking lot. he tells me his apartment is across the street but he likes ours better. I look across the street but there is only trees with a long winding black dark creepy path leading into the woods. When I look back he is out of the car. I run into my apartment but he follows me. I manage to shut him out and keep him in this glassed in foyer that seperates the out side from the inside of our apartment. I am watching him through the peep hole in the door and he knows it. He is looking at me and talking to me through the door. Saying things that I dont remember. Then he starts putting tape all over my door. I dont know why. But I get a better look at what this guy looks like. He is about 5'9", short brown hair, huge glasses , black deep penetrating eyes and nasty long blackish teeth. His skin is greyish-yellow and sallow. Hes really skinny and he is wearing this really strange out fit. Its like a black cashmere onesie with a hood. I never saw his shoes. Anyways, the next thing I know I have let him into the apartment and hes telling me his name is The Deal. I have to make him repeat this to me alot because i dont believe that is his name. Apparently it is. Im slowly starting to forget alot of things that he said and did but it ended with mom and I walking down that long dark path across the street. It led to this long white bridge that had long cables tied all the way down to where it ended, a clearing with a trailor and a picnic table an chairs. I vaguely remember him telling me he was going to kill me. slowly. So I tried to fight him. But I was so tired and weak in my dream It didnt go so well until mom managed to kick the saw from his hand and i impaled his stomach with the leg of a chair. I thought he was going to die so i grabbed mom and started runningbut he grabbed me, still impaled with the chair but mom kept running. I turned to look in his face and his mouth opened really wide showing his long black rotting sharp teeth. Then I woke up. So I didnt die and I didnt kill him and I dont want to go back to sleep for fear of seeing him again. The thing that really sticks out was his name, The Deal. And that he looked eerily familiar. I dont want to see him again.
I was just referred to this last night and I am officially addicted. Its so much better than myspace and I dont know why. Maybe its the whole point system thing. I want MORE! SO I went on a stash uploading frenzy and there are a billion vids I posted you should go look. its almost 2 am here and I really need sleep. I will try. And most likely not succeed.
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