I hate myself for
feeling the way
i do. for believing
everything that others
say is true.
I hate to look in the mirror
and see emotion there.
emotion so strong
Meaning that i care.
Careing is fragile
as so is glass.
just waiting for things
to crumble and me fall
back on my ass.
I hate myself for
seeing the real me
the selfish person
that i have become to be
I want to much.
i love to much
i feel to much.
believe to much
I will hate myself more
if i dont listen to my heart
because if i dont heed it
my would will fall apart...