im tired and my eyes hurt but i don't want to go to sleep because im afraid of what dreams i may have . i would be fine if i didn't remember them but im such a visual person and everything is so fucking real in my dreams.too real.i touch i feel i hear i smell i taste and its just tooo real.it sucks so im going to stay up as long as i can.but eventually i shall sleep.i just wish someone would wake me up