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I Miss you So Much Right Now Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Brandon Let me clue you in on some things. What you are doing to is wrong. All the times I did not talk to you I was sick In bed or in the hospitle. Now I have been worrieing about you for days. I love you to death and I miss you, Like you would not belive. My chest pains are getting worse, and I have almost passed out 3 times. I have not had hardly any sleep. I am skipping out on meds i need couse I am scared to death i'll miss a call, brandon...Go on hange out with your friends, but at the least tell me your okay, and please tell me you still love me. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I Love and miss you with all my heart Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

The Haunting

Kamelot - The Haunting Omgawd! A Fucking Awesome, Song and band. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Merely the sound of your voice Made me believe that you were her Just like the river disturbs ...my inner peace Once I believed I could find Just a trace of her beloved soul Once I believed she was all Then she smothered my beliefs One cold winter's night I may follow her voice to the river Leave me for now and forever Leave while you can Somewhere in time I will find you and haunt you again Like the WIND sweeps the earth Somewhere in time When no virtues are left to defend You fall in deep I was a liar in every debate I rule the forces that fuelled your hate When the cold in my heart leaves It comes to an end And quietly I'll go to sleep How could that first time recur When memories linger on and on What made me think you were her Helena is dead to all Nothing can bring her to life Don't pretend that I'll be loving you Once I believed she was gone But I'm corrupted from within [Ariel] Follow me into the light Leave me tonight I've gone too far to begin all anew With someone like you [Marguerite] Like ice on a lake of tears I'll take you through Life fades in anew With someone like you

War Cry

Outworld - War Cry
Omg! That Scream Makes me Want to Cream my Panties! Lmao. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

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Love Song

At some point a person brake's, Sometimes the world gets to hard to Take. Holding there feelings and fears deep inside, With a wall so high it can touch the sky. Tears so clear it's hard to hide your fears. With legs so strong you run away from it all. Am i so worthless that I can't look you in the eyes and tell you what i am feeling in side? I am scared to death I feel like a mouse, in a trap with no way out. I wanna Love you but I wanna hate you, you was the 1st person for so long to see me for what i really am inside. So why do hide so much? is it because i am still hurt from the last time? I felt abandoned by you but, i still stuck by your side. Loving you blind, helping you throw your tough times. Even after she broke your heart, I still did everything to keep you from falling apart. Even with my broken heart, All I wanted was for you to be okay and, never feel the way you made me feel.... P.S. Yes its a poem but i think it really sucks.... Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Wine Red

it's talking about how a boy and a girl were in love and they were like, always in this beautiful garden, then something happened to the girl, or else she just left. whatever, but like, years later, he's trying to keep this once thriving and beautiful garden from turning into something grotesquend over grown. and he does it 'cuz he remembers all of the lovely things that had happened there. I absolutely love it. only song i'v heard by them so far Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
Well, I'll Put it this way. I Have Been Hurt so Bad in the Past. Then Here Lately I Stared to care about a guy. As Scared as I Was I Still Cared. But it Turns Out he Did not feel the same. Even If he Acted Like it. Now Once again. I Am So Scared, and I Am Such a Softy to him. I Could not even be mean to him, despite the fact that he hurt me so bad. =[ Because I Don't want him to feel bad for hurting me. Even my Dog can tell that I Am Hurt. Every time I Talk to him it hurts, but I Don't Let it Show. It Feels Like a 100's of Cuts all over my Body, and then a stabbing pain in my heart. I Wonder What turned him away, If it was my Secret Or my Looks, was I to Sweet or did i not show my Sweet side As Often as I Should had. I Guess its Like this Song. "I Guess In the end I Had to fall I Always Fine my Place among the Ashes" Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
You are the poison that runs throw my vines Strait to the heart you go, Poison my soul with thoughts that i am not going to make it. I always say i'll be okay i'll live. Sometimes I am not so sure myself. Why did i have to be one of the survivors? Now you tell me that its back, how am I to deal with that? I Cry to myself never letting people see i am weak, I am in so much pain but it wont just let me go. It's holding on till my last breath. My Every Breath is Weaker then The Last. Sometimes I Wish the World Knew the past has come back. I Am Scared and I Feel So alone. I Brake Down and Cry But Shhh No one Must Know. They will Only Know when it is far to late. To say or do anything. Eather way No one can Save me Lets hope my body is Up for the fight. It's a Fight that will Last Way Longer then Tonight. By Me Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
I Am Not Always Strong. Sometimes, I Feel Like Giving Up. But I Keep Pushing On. I Put On a Smile And Act Like Everything Is Okay, But its Not So I Put Up my Broken Smile and Put On a Show. Well Sometimes I Get Scared To, But Hush Hush Little Broken Smile. It Will Never Tell. The Secrets It Holds In Deep Down In Side. A Life is Only as Hollow as Its Deft, Tell Me How Deep is this Little Broken Smile. If you Knew Would you Weep or Would you Rejoys and Pray to your God that My Hell Will Never Happen to you. Could you Look In to My Blacker then Pich Eyes and Say It Will be Okay, When you Know Nothing. So take your Pitty and Fears and Leave me and My Broken Smile to Put on Our Show. Act Like Everything Is Fine, And Just Let Us Lie.... By Me... Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
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