wrote this over the weekend... I want to say it was saturday night, not sure though. my weekend is a blurr. im losing my mind, my hopes, and my dreams. Very stressed right now and its bringing the worst in me out. give me some feed back
I am all wrong and they're always right
I try to be strong but I'm too weak to fight
No matter how I try to get out and close the door
It gets harder and I just hurt myself even more
I try to hide all the pain that I know
I try to smile, but through my eyes, the sorrow shows
I keep on pretending that I'm alright
But all I do is keep everything bottled inside
I have fought so hard and I thought I've won
Only to find out the war has just begun
There's too much pain that can't be erased
Now I can't seem to find my place
I feel so alone in my so-called life
I am lost, I am helpless and I'm frozen inside
My hopes and dreams are blowing away with the wind
I just want to live and breathe again
I have fallen, but don't take my wings away
I am broken but I will fly someday.