Ok, so i am not perfect, who is? but i did the dumbest thing ever. i doubted a good friend for all of a few seconds but long enough to send an email that never should have been sent and when i realized my mistake, i sent an apology email to make up for it.
but he saw the mean email before he saw the apology email and flipped out on me. i dont blame him i guess i would have too. but instead of giving me the benefit of the doubt and talking through it with me, he flipped out worse than i did and is now not speaking to me. we haven't spoken since february 21. i sent him another apology email on feb 22, short sweet and to the point. i apologized, let him know i was hurting, and wished him good luck on his future endeavors. haven't heard anything back.
waiting is killing me since we used to talk on im or text each other every day. but i am doing what i told him i'd do in the last apology email and that is stand back. but its killing me!