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created on 09/20/2006  |  http://fubar.com/howdy/b4617

My Dad

One of the reasons I have not been on here lately is because of me spending time with my Dad. This morning at Four A.M., I lost him. He is no longer suffering.

From bad to worse...

If people don't think things can ever get worse than what they normally are...then they are just trying to fool themselves. I was just starting to get back off of my depression of what would have been my son's second birthday when something personal kinda slammed me real hard. Now this! I had to take to go check on my sixty plus year old dad Monday. He was taken to the ER here because he could breath right and wasn't able to walk. Doctor told me that it was Congested Heart Failure and fluid on his legs. Easy to treat. They took him to Dothan AL to get some more work done and some more test. Now, I get a phone call from him while he is balling his eyes out. He informs me that they are cutting his legs off. Apparently, he developed problems with his feet and decided not to tell me. Now it has went past the point of no return. Now, who was the fucking idiot that said life was grand?!

My Son...

In memory of my son.. Connor "Bo" Allen Womble Feb 2. 2005 - March 10, 2005 Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting “I know your life On earth was troubled And only you could know the pain You weren't afraid to face the devil You were no stranger to the rain Go rest high on that mountain Son, you work on earth is done Go to heaven a shoutin' Love for the Father and Son Oh, how we cried the day you left us We gathered round your grave to grieve I wish I could see the angels faces When they hear your sweet voice sing Go rest high on that mountain Son, you work on earth is done Go to heaven a shoutin' Love for the Father and Son” Vince Gill – “Go rest high on that mountain”

The Dentist

A guy and a girl meet at a bar. They get along so well that they decide to go to the girl's place. A few drinks later, the guy takes off his shirt and then washes his hands. He then takes off his trousers and washes his hands again. The girl has been watching him and says, "You must be a dentist." The guy, surprised, says, "Yes.... How did you figure that out?" "Easy," she replied, "you keep washing your hands." One thing leads to another and they make love. After they are done, the girl says, "You must be a good dentist." The guy, now with a boosted ego, says, "Sure, I'm a good dentist, how did you figure that out?" "Didn't feel a thing!"
but, I'm a college boy now!!! Starting my first classes today. Sitting in class now! I'm too old for this shit!!!!

My current mood...

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way By Nine Inch Nails (Covered by Johnny Cash)

An it harm none....

Hear now the word of the Witches, the secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destinys pathway, That now we bring forth in the light. Mysterious Water and Fire, The Earth and the wide-ranging Air, By hidden Quintessence we know Them, and we will keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all Nature, the passing of Winter and Spring, We share with the life Universal, rejoice in the Magical Ring Four times in the year the Great Sabbat, returns, and the Witches are seen, At Lammas and Candelas dancing, on May Eve and old Halloween When daytime and nighttime are equal, when sun is at greatest and least, The four lesser Sabbats are summoned, again Witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, thirteen is the Covens array, Thirteen times at Esbat make merry, for each golden year and a day. The power has passed down the ages, each time between woman and man Each century unto the other, ere times and the ages began. When drawn is the Magickal circle, by sword or athame of power, Its compass between two worlds lies, in the land of shades of that hour. Our world has no right to know it, and the world beyond will tell naught, The oldest of Gods are invoked there, the great work of Magic is wrought. For two are the mystical pillars, that stand at the gate of the shrine, And two are the powers of Nature, the forms and the forces divine. And do what thou wilt be the challenge, so be it in love that harms none, For this is the only commandment, By Magick of old be it done. Eight words the Witches Rede fulfill: If it Harms none, Do what Thou Will!

Howdy again!

Hell, I just wanted to try this out...seems like others are doing it...I wanted to jump on the ban wagon myself...LOL!!! Later, Bubba
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