How does someone get to the point of suicide?
I just got a call from a friend of mine who informed me that another friend of mine had shot himself on Wednesday. This is too unreal for me. I just saw him last weekend! We had a drink together! How is this possible???
I don't understand how someone could really get to that point. Okay, I've been suicidal before, but I would never go through with it. I have my "emo" moments, but I know that in time they will pass. Life will get better.
When I last seen my friend, he was happy and cheery. Now look.. nothing. He was so young, just 22 years old. He had so much to live for! He had recently stopped doing all of the drugs that he used to do (coke, heroin, weed, etc..), he only drank once in a great while, he had a girlfriend who absolutely adored him.. what would make him do this? I can't answer that, and no one may ever be able to..
I just hope that he is in a better place and hope that whatever he was feeling at the time is now gone.
RIP P.J. Carney. I love you!