Lynn's blog: "How Im feeling right now May,7,2009"

Deep down my heart is breaking

It gets worse every day

I sit here alone shaking

Remembering the good days

I try not to cry

I try to be stong

But it doesnt last long

My life has been nothing but a lie

Deep down my heart is dying

As I sit here crying

Trying to believe in something

But something always turns into nothing

I try to remember what it feels like to be happy

But I get lost in pain

My life is full of shame

Deep down my heart is screaming

Just waiting to be free