i have been married for 3 years but i am no longer happy. every guy has proven to be jerks. lieing to me all the time. and ever man keeps proving me right. always out for sex or want to know about my privite sex life. come on some one prove me wrong just once. why cannt there be a sweet guy out there for me. some one to make me smile and laugh again?some one i can look in to their eyes and see how much they love me and want to be with me for me. i may not look the best but i have a good personality. i wish some one could see me for that. its not whats on the out side it is whats on the inside that counts. i have built this wall around my heart because of guys i dont trust any of them but may be one day i will find the one who can change all that. at times i feel like i be betterof dead just to please alot of people. but i dont want to feel that any more. please god one day send my angel from heaven to show me the love i deserve.
