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SEXY's blog: "HOW I FEEL!"

created on 12/29/2012  |  http://fubar.com/how-i-feel/b352085

"Not Strong Enough"
Apocalyptica (feat. Brent Smith of Shinedown)

I'm not strong enough to stay away.
Can't run from you
I just run back to you.
Like a moth I'm drawn in to your flame,
Say my name, but it's not the same.
You look in my eyes, I'm stripped of my pride.
And my soul surrenders, and you bring my heart to it's knees.

[Chorus:]
And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.
And I'm so confused, So hard to choose.
Between the pleasure and the pain.
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.
Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.
And I'm not strong enough to stay away

I'm not strong enough to stay away
What can I do
I would die without you
In your presence my heart knows no shame
I'm not to blame
Cause you bring my heart to it's knees

[Chorus]

There's nothing I can do
My heart is chained to you
And I can't get free
Look what this love's done to me

[Chorus]

Not strong enough, strong enough
Not strong enough, strong enough
To stay away
Not strong enough, strong enough
Not strong enough, strong enough
I'm not strong enough to stay away

"Beautiful With You"

I stare at the girl in the mirror
T-shirt, torn up jeans, no beauty queen
But the way that you see me
You get underneath me
And all my defenses just fall away
Fall away

I am beautiful with you
Even in the darkest part of me
I am beautiful with you
Make it feel the way it's supposed to be
You're here with me
Just show me this and I'll believe
I am beautiful with you

I stand naked before you now
No walls to hide behind
So here am I, you see all of my scars
Still here you are
I bare my soul and I'm not afraid
Not afraid

I am beautiful with you
Even in the darkest part of me
I am beautiful with you
Make it feel the way it's supposed to be
You're here with me
Just show me this and I'll believe
I am beautiful with you

I've been the strong one for so long
But, I was wrong
Doesn't make you weak cause you needed someone
I'm not holding back and I know what I want

I am beautiful with you
I am beautiful with you

You want me for myself
Look at me at no one else
I am beautiful with you (With you)

I am beautiful with you
Even in the darkest part of me
I am beautiful with you
Make it feel the way it's supposed to be
You're here with me
Just show me this and I'll believe
That I am beautiful with you

"Drunk Enough"

I couldn't tell you I'm sorry
I couldn't get the words out right
I had every chance to keep you by my side
Now I'm empty, like this bottle
Like this house is going to be..
Packing your suitcase
Now I can see, what's right in front of me.

And I'm just drunk enough to tell you
Exactly what I needed to say
I'm just drunk enough to tell you
I need you please stay
'cause I'm sober enough to know maybe
It's a little too late
'cause I'm sober enough to see you
Walking away (walking away)

I had a moment of weakness
I hope that you can somehow find
Some forgiveness inside of you in time
I should of held you .. closer
I should of been there .. more
I was stupid I regret it
'cause now your walking out the door.

And I'm just drunk enough to tell you
Exactly what I needed to say
And I'm just drunk enough to tell you
I need you please stay
'cause I'm sober enough to know maybe
It's a little too late
'cause I'm sober enough to see you
Walking away (walking away)

Now I'm sorry I never meant to
Treat you this way
Your so beautiful and I wasted every chance you gave me
If I could it all back,
You know I would
But I guess I'm too late.
Now I'm empty like this bottle
Like this house is going to be.

And I'm just drunk enough to tell you
Exactly what I needed to say
I'm just drunk enough to tell you
I need you please stay
'cause I'm sober enough to know maybe
It's a little too late
'cause I'm sober enough to see you
Walking away (walking away)

I'm drunk enough to tell you
Exactly what I needed to say
(walking away)
I'm drunk enough to tell you
I'm sorry (walking away)
I'm drunk enough to tell you exactly
What I needed to say
'cause I'm sober enough to
See you walking away...

CHALKOUTLINE

"Chalk Outline"

I've been cursed
I've been crossed
I've been beaten by the ones that get me off
I've been cut
I've been opened up
I've been shattered by the ones I thought I loved

You left me here like a chalk outline
On the sidewalk waiting for the rain
To wash away
(Wash away)
You keep coming back to the scene of the crime
But the dead can't speak and there's nothing left to say anyway
All you left behind
Is a chalk outline

I've been cold
In the crypt
But not as the cold as the words across your lips
You'll be sorry baby
Some day
When you reach across the bed where my body used to lay

You left me here like a chalk outline
On the sidewalk waiting for the rain
To wash away
(Wash away)
You keep coming back to the scene of the crime
But the dead can't speak and there's nothing left to say anyway
All you left behind
Is a chalk outline
All you left behind
Is a chalk outline

(All you left behind...)

You left me here like a chalk outline
On the sidewalk waiting for the rain
To wash away
(Wash away)
You keep coming back to the scene of the crime
But the dead can't speak and there's nothing left to say anyway
All you left behind
Is a chalk outline

Invisible!

"Invisible"

Like a grain on the beach
Like a star in the sky
Far too many to count with the naked eye
They won’t see you

Go ahead
Walk on by
You don’t know I’m alive
Maybe one day you’ll find
You should open your eyes
You don’t know me

[Chorus]
You’re the one who looked right through me
Now you’re saying that you knew me
When I was invisible
And you’re the one who walked right through me
Now you’re saying that you knew me
When I was invisible

Little things adding up
Try so hard not to rush
Giving in, letting go of the world we know
They won’t see you

Force it down
Lose the taste
They all think it’s a waste
We don’t need to believe every word they say, now
They don’t know me

[Chorus]
You’re the one who looked right through me
Now you’re saying that you knew me
When I was invisible
And you’re the one who walked right through me
Now you’re saying that you knew me
When I was invisible

It’s so easy to be lost
But maybe you’re not lost at all

Do you recognize me?
Do you know who I am?
Do you see me now?
Do you see me now?

[Chorus]
You’re the one who looked right through me
Now you’re saying that you knew me
When I was invisible
And you’re the one who walked right through me
Now you’re saying that you knew me
When I was invisible
I'm invisible
I’m invisible

ADRENALIZE ME!

"Adrenalize"

Come a little bit closer before we begin
Lemme tell you how I want it
And exactly what I need
I'm here for one drug
I'm only here for one thing
So come on and tell me,
Can you fly like you're free
Cause I need to feel
Yeah, I need to say

I must confess,
I'm addicted to lust
Shove your kiss straight through my chest
I can't deny, I'd die without this
Make me feel like a God
Music, love and sex
Adrenalize me

I crave excess,
Turning wine into sweat dripping down my neck
I can't deny, I'd die without this
Make me feel like a God
Adrenaline and sex

Get a little bit higher,
So we can fall til we bleed
Push a little bit harder
Pull me into the speed
So tell me, can you feel this
Come into my dream
Are you ready to awaken?
Are you ready to feed?
Cause I need to feel,
Yeah, I need to say

I must confess,
I'm addicted to lust
Shove your kiss straight through my chest
I can't deny, I'd die without this
Make me feel like a God
Music, love and sex
Adrenalize me

I crave excess,
Turning wine into sweat dripping down my neck
I can't deny, I'd die without this
Make me feel like a God
Adrenaline and sex

We have to live before we die
We were born to live before we die
Don't you wanna live before you die?
Let me see you live before you die
Right here, right now, adrenalize me [x3]
Right here, right now
I'm addicted to this

I must confess,
I'm addicted to lust
Shove your kiss straight through my chest
I can't deny, I'd die without this
Make me feel like a God
Music, love and sex
Adrenalize me

I crave excess,
Turning wine into sweat dripping down my neck
I can't deny, I'd die without this
Make me feel like a God
Adrenaline and sex

Adrenalize me

Fallen

"Fallen"

I turn away
From your love
And I feel so far away
From where I need to be
Won't you hold me in your arms
Tonight
'Cause Lord I need you

When I feel low
You whisper to me
(You Say)
I can be anything that I want to be
Won't you hold me in your arms
Tonight
'Cause Lord I need you

Won't you open up my world
Won't you show me where to turn
Won't teach me who I need to be
Won't you open up my world
Won't you show me where to turn
Won't you teach me who I need to be

Now I know
Your love for me
'Cause it shines brighter than the stars 
And lasts for eternity
Won't you hold me in your arms 
Tonight
'Cause Lord I need you

Won't you open up my world
Won't you show me where to turn
Won't teach me who I need to be
Won't you open up my world
Won't you show me where to turn
Won't you teach me who I need to be

Pardon me now
I've fallen again
I pray you'll understand
Pardon me now
I've fallen again
I pray you'll understand

Won't you open up my world
Won't you show me where to turn
Won't teach me who I need to be
Won't you open up my world
Won't you show me where to turn
Won't you teach me who I need to be

Who I need to be, oh yeah

Worlds Collide

"Worlds Collide"

I never meant to be your favorite enemy
I didn't want it this way
Face to face we'll finally find a remedy
As our worlds collide tonight

You'll never take the heart that beats inside of me
You don't have what it takes
It's safe to say there's gonna be a price to pay
When our worlds collide

The disguise you hide behind won't save you now

So let's fuel the fire and burn it to the ground
As our worlds collide
Trip the wire, the sky comes crashing down
When our worlds collide

This cloud won't always hover over me
I've got a new obsession
It takes a fight to see who you're supposed to be
And now our worlds collide (worlds collide)

The disguise you hide behind won't save you now

So let's fuel the fire and burn it to the ground
As our worlds collide
Trip the wire, the sky comes crashing down
When our worlds collide

When our worlds collide

(Worlds collide. Worlds collide.)

I never meant to be your favorite enemy
I didn't want it this way

Fuel the fire and burn it to the ground
As our worlds collide
Trip the wire, the sky comes crashing down
When our worlds collide

When our worlds collide

INFECTED

"Infected"

It's So Pathetic
In A Million Ways
What A Desperate Disgrace
Strung Out, So Proud, Big Mouth
Have We Gone To Far To Change

Brainwashed
Like Hollywood
Spreading Through Your Neighborhood
Built Up, Burnt Down, Watch Out
Now Its Gotten In Our Blood

Time Is Running Out
It's Running Out, It's Running Out

I Feel Weak
I Feel Numb
Had Enough
Of This Poison We've Injected
Living In This World Infected
Out, Let Me Out
Tell Me How
We All Got So Disconnected
Sick Of Living In This World Infected

It's Systematic
Livin In This Haze
Sleeping On A Live Grenade
Blacked Out, Face Down, No Sound
We're Blowin Up This Place

How Long
Can We Endure
When We've Tainted All That's Pure
Selfish, High Risk, Death Wish
What If No One Finds A Cure
Time Is Running Out
It's Running Out, It's Running Out

I Feel Weak
I Feel Numb
Had Enough
Of This Poison We've Injected
Living In This World Infected
Out, Let Me Out
Tell Me How
We All Got So Disconnected
Sick Of Living In This World Infected

BROKEN

"Broken"

Alone again again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you

'Cause I'm broken
I know I need you now
'Cause deep inside I'm broken
You see the way I live
I know I know your heart is broken
When I turn away
I need to be broken
Take the pain away

I question why you chose to die
When you knew your truth I would deny
You look at me
The tears begin to fall
And all in all faith is blind
But I fail time after time
Daily in my sin I take your life

All the hate deep inside
Slowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Until I'm whole again

Broken
Broken
Broken
Broken
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