Skeet's blog: "How can i let her know"

Im just a los for words, its like having a knife dug into your skin and twisted like a screw, its very painful, and i feel like shit barrely any sleep at all, oh how i miss her so much. its slowly killing me inside to know that she wants to be with me but she doesnt want a boy friend..... i havent told her that i love her, and now i dontk now if i ever could say it. i just wish that this was never the way it was supost to have been. I blame myself for being sooo attached.

you mean the whole world to me yet i cant tell you this because im to shy to say so. i knows its only beena couple months but its like your slowly slipping right out from uner me, and the only way to keep you in place is to let you know how i feel...which is soo hard for me.....i just dont under stand at all.