I took David to Charlotte this morning and dropped him off with my sister at 5:30 this morning. He will stay up there in Charlotte till Firday. Once he gets off work Firday he'll come home and I'll pick him up in Greensboro. I already miss him. When I was packing his bag for 3 days I felt like I was sending my husband away for good. Alex went with my mom to her friends house today. That way I could get some sleep. Cause for the last couple of days I haven't got much sleep. And now that I woke up I miss having my husband around. There's no one here but me and no one screaming and David not sitting on the couch. I feel like I'm the only person in the world. I guess after I get use to David staying gone a few days out of some weeks that I won't feel this way. That I'll just get use to him not being around as much and me having the house to myself with Alex. But Alex can make a house feel like they are 100 people in it. Him running around and screaming and talking and playing and brakeing stuff. But I love my family no matter how much truble they can be sometimes. And I can't wait for Firday night to come around. That way I can have my husband back home. But Tomorrow I go for chemo so I'll be sick and sleeping for the next few days so I really won't have time to miss David but today. But that's about it. I'm going to finish washing and getting some house work done. My livingroom is looking great so now I just have my bedroom to tackle. I hope all is good with everyone and if anyone has time to talk they can call me cause I'll sure enough be here unless I get up with Jenn today and maybe she will come over or go out with me or something. *peace*
