WHT Q VG K KG's blog: "Holiday in your Heart"

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart. done by christine year 2008

I walk along this lonely street no one to dry my tears massage my tired feet or calm ever present fears Seeing life through tainted heart making everything gray Alone, my life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact I cannot quell Memories ne'er to be forgot Within my heart they dwell So I keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find my way Every night I lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day done by Christine

At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night done by christine

A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love done by christine

I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those dark eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek year 2008 done by Christine

Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see? done by christine year 2008

I cannot speak for all who stem 'Long roads less traveled as their way, Nor question choices made by them In days long past or nights long dim by words they spoke and did not say. Each road is long, though short it seems, And credence gives each road a name Of fantasies sun-drenched in beams Or choices turned to darkened dreams, To where each road wends just the same. From North to South, then back again, I followed birds like all the rest Escaping nature's snowy den On roads I've seen and places been, Forsaking roads that traveled West. This journey grows now to its end, As road reflections lined in chrome Give way to roads with greater bend And empty signs that still pretend They point the way to home sweet home. But all roads lead to where we go And where we go is where we've been, So home is just a word we know, That space in time most apropos For where we want to be again. For even home, it seems to me, Is still a choice we all must face From day to day and endlessly, To choose if home is going to be Another road - or just a place. done by christine year 2008

I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to his each time. But I know he has lived under his own pouring rain Yet under his water his heart still doesn't change He can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in his storm, are words left unsaid. Not in his storm have I ever felt alone His storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that he pushes away his own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling his name. He lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how he eases the miles when worlds apart And he never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in his storm would he do this to you. He has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How his heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do. Not in his storm is his work ever done And even in his storm he hands me the sun When his world is dark - I always have light And now how I hold the new color of night. He takes then he gives to an unhappy face So that many can find an awesome place I have been able to love him more every day And with his hand in mine the clouds roll away. Not in any storm that I will ever live beneath Could ever change what I hold here inside of me Not in any of his storms have I lost my angels touch To that angel out there, I love him so much. done by christine in the year 2008

How much more Do you expect from me I'm doing my best Don't you see. There is only so much That I can do . I'm Trying Real Hard Because I love you I'll keep trying To please you But I'm not sure How much more I can do I LOVE YOU done by christine

imikimi - Customize Your World Today I met a great new friend Who new me right away It was funny how she understood All I had to say She listened to my problems She listened to my dreams We talked about love and life She's been there too, it seems I never once felt judged by her She new just how I felt She seemed just to accept me And all the problems I dealt She didn't interrupt me Or need her to say She just listened very patiently And didn't go away I wanted her to understand How much this meant to me I hope we'll be together As friends Always and forever Copyright ©2007 Christine Knouse