Each day seems as if its an eternity. Nathan has been gone now for 6 months. Sometimes it seems like its been forever since I seen my angel and other times it seems as if it were yesterday. The pain and hurt only seem to get worse. Some days Im okay other days I just dont want to get out of bed I dont want to face this world without him. I look at Matt and realize I have to hold on he needs me. If it werent for him I wouldnt be here I couldnt make it through this. I feel so very alone....
