Well...things have changed yet again...
The ex and I are working on fixing things and getting back together. One unfortunate problem has resulted of his marriage to his wife...she is now pregnant and he is trying to find a way to back out of the marriage without chance of loosing contact with his child. Four months into his marriage he realized that he wasn't in love with her and never was...he had only done what he did out of spite for an argument that we had gotten into where I stated that I would never marry his sorry ass...LOL...he's not blaming me, blaming himself because he was so stupid.
I'm giving him chance again because in my heart, no matter how hard I tried to stop loving him and move on with my life...I finally realized that I still loved him after he started asking if there was a chance of us getting back together. We talked for weeks about it before I finally realized it, because I was very hesitant at first. We are soul-mates, I know him better than anyone else, and he the same about me. No matter how hard we tried to move on with our lives, we couldn't...our souls are combined and meant to be together. (Best way I could explain it, because he gets under my skin like no one else in this world can, and me the same with him, LOL.)
We also have two children together. That was the main reason why I am giving him the chance to prove that he is the man he once was. His children love him so very much...and I have to give him one final chance, for their sake because he is a good man and they never saw him any differently...its me he has to do the proving to now.
Just felt like I'd add an update since I hadn't undated this blog in a long while.
Take care all my Fubarian friends that actually give a shit, LOL. Good night!
