BEK Lamboodle TentysKTN SC7's blog: "him"

 Someone Special 

She's the one I wanna be with 
The one I want to curl up against at night 
To put my hand in hers so she knows I'm there 
Make all her fears and worries disappear 

Funny 
Smart 
Beautiful 
Just a few reasons of why she's great 

Everyday we sit and chat 
We talk and talk and talk some more 
I love to sit up all through the night 
Shoot the breeze or just hear her breathe 

If only I could hold her in my arms 
Hold her hand, kiss her check & make her feel safe 
Make all the darkness go away 
Fight all her demons and make them pay 

I trust her completely 
My secrets she keeps 
My friend forever 
She'll always be there 

To be by her side through thick and thin 
No matter what I've got her back 
Lend a hand or just an ear 
She has but to ask… 

I'll be there

I sit here trying to write

but all I seem to do is cry

I want to tell you what it is I feel

But I dont think that would do any good

You used to be my knight

and now I see the tarnish that was made by a lie

I have done nothing but be real

But what good that did

I loved you with every ounce of me

I stood by you through fire and ice

Yet you were never there for me when I needed you most

You said you loved me for what I am

But that came with a fee

Being with you came with a heavy price

And I dont think I can pay that cost

And for me I now condemn

These tears flow from my eyes

As I say my goodbyes

I forgot how it feels to cry from hurt

Maybe Im just being curt?

But this is how I feel

You made this real

Let you in and you stabbed me straight through the heart

Yes we are seperated by distance but this stunt tore me apart

I feel destroyed

And yet again there is that stupid whole in my heart

Maybe this was all ,to you, a game

Maybe Im just another stupid dame

You tell me

Wait! How will I know its not another false guarantee?