NightWalker's blog: "HEY HEY"

well here i am once again writing my lil heart out! lol. well my cousin casey has been on my mind alot here latley and i can truthfully say i miss her so much. i ran to her with everything with problems heart aches all of it. and i catch myself tryin to call her and relize damn i cant call her. i wish heaven had a phone because best belive i would be callin her everyday!she was like my sister but i know she is in a better place. im tryin to find a job!! as soon as my fed taxes come back im gettin a new tattoo i cant fuckin wait!!! im gettin it on the back of my neck. hell yeaz lol shit i worked hard for that money so im gonna spend it how i want!! well im out i am going to play with my new puppy!!

well i take my doggy to the vet tomorrow to get her shots. lol im gonna cry but i havent wrote a blog in a while so why not right?. well i went to my girls house last night me and this chick go way back in the day. we use to raise hell well still do. but see were not like alot of chicks here in my town we stand our ground and sure the hell dont take shit from anyone. and if we have something to say we say it to your face not over the computer. im loving my job at fedex!! work with alot of cool people. shit who am i kiddin it's THE SHIT lol sry ppl im in a really good mood. well i stop talkin to 2 chicks because i came to relize that they are two faced and whores but hey we all have our problems right? but anyways i dont need them in my life you know i am better than that i have bigger and better things to do. but i will say i will beat the dog shit out of them you know. they can talk about me all day everyday your just makin me famous but ont say shit about my mother who is disabled i dont care who you are. my mom is my everything and my mother knows anyone fucks with her them people are in a world of shit not only have to worry about me but i have two female friends who will do anything for me and love my mother i mean my mother didnt do anything to them and that was wrong. but like i said what goes around comes around. karma is a bitch. but you know life goes on and i have alot of things planed for my life and i dont need those kind of people holdin me back. im gonna shine and im gonna go to the top and out do it. i have been thinkin about my cousin who was killed god i miss her so much she was my best friend my sister we did everything together. and it sucks she's been gone since nov 18th 2007 and i still catch my self tryin to call her. i miss you casey so much and i love you.

well i am 20!! but i have been down for a while now im still griving over my cousin i miss her very much i went and seen her oldest son and took some pics and when i got home i lost it i cried i cried on my birthday and x-mas day because that was casey b-day to. i feel lost anymore i dont know what to do i have no one to really talk to anymore wtf??? i feel like im going crazy