She looks around, these now yellow staind walls they have cracks that run through....
All memories removed, all regrets taken down, all things that remind her of you.
She drowns in sorrow..she's talking to herself, there is noone else to hear....
She dreams of you and what couldve beens, she wakes up and you dissapear.
She can still smell you....feel you...she lives in the past...
Secluded she sits, cold and lonely, drinking from a broken glass
The room starts to close in on her, The pain is too much for her to take..
She cant keep it together, its pointless..This smile she can no longer fake.
Alone in this empty room she sits, hugs her knees in an state of disarray..
He left her..he broke her..what could she do...what could she say?
Days go by and she starts everyday to deal with what life will bring...
Going on smiling as usual..but secretly waiting for that phone to ring.
She calls him and blocks her number just to hear his voice...
His face has became so unclear to her now there is no choice.
She needs reminders of him,..like a junkie needs his dope...
Her mind is an unsolveable puzzle..there is no hope.
She wants to dig herself a hole, to run away and hide...
Knowing even if she did these feelings will not subside.
She screams out for someone to grab her hand she screams so desperately...
Shes afraid to be alone..shes afraid to be with someone..PLEASE Just end my misery.
