heartbroken1978's blog: "heartbroken"

When tomorrow comes and I don't wake up, will you love me just as much? Even though I can no longer speak, or caress you with a gentle, loving touch. Would you sometimes think you saw me in a crowd or heard me call your name? I guess what I'm asking is "Would our love for each other still be the same?" I would hope that you might shed a tear or maybe even two or three. In memory of all the love and tenderness that was shared between you and me. But please don't let your grief take over and completely rule your life. If you can find someone who loves you as much as I do, then take her to be your wife. For I don't want you to be lonely and I will understand that you need someone And it will not change the love we shared since the first day it all begu

No one knows the fear I hold, layers of strength. Yet my heart grows cold. Sometimes I cry my tears of rage. The world around me crawls. Silent, turn the page . . . Death has come. Say goodbye. A world of hope in the tears I cry. All a waste, yet I've always known this time would come, my journey home . . . Goodbye, my love, my only friend. My journey to the forbidden end

day’s have passed I never for gotten the time we shared nor do i dare to dream about the past because of the memories that well last forever and ever your my 1 st true friend I’m so angry because god took you away to soon and from the one that loves you the most i can not sleep at night and not knowing how you are really doing i know that you are being take care of but it it is so hard when i awake and not seeing you there smiling and saying hey Hun what are we going to do today well i guess those days are over and now i have to go on but I know that you are up above looking over me I love you Tim Deeten miss you

I am so confused yet so depressed Yet so numb that i being to shake because of all the lies and the hurt that he has put me threw he says he well never hurt me again and what does he go and do brakes my heart in to again he says i am his one and only but we both knows that not true when really he has someone else why can't the pain fade away so that i can feel the stabbing pain any longer you know if it was not for the ones that truly love me I would be dead by now i feel like that i am all alone out here and there is no one out there for me anymore I just wish I had one more chance to make everything right again but we all know that is not going to happen I just wish I knew what I keep doing that is so wrong to have Him to go be with someone else but we all know I well never know that one well everyone i am going to go for now I well wright more late

WHY DID I HAVE TO LOVE YOU, WHY DID I CARE? WHY CAN'T YOUR MEMORY JUST GO AWAY? WHY DOES IT STAY? WHY DO I THINK ABOUT YOU DAY AFTER DAY AND NIGHT AFTER NIGHT WHY DOES MY HEART SAY DON'T RUNAWAY? WHY DOES MY MIND CRY OUT FOR YOU? WHY DOES IT SAY YOUR COMPLETELY TRUE WHEN WE BOTH KNEW YOU WEREN'T WHEN ALL YOU COULD DO IS CHEAT AND HURT SO NOW I FACE ALL THE HURT AND PAIN INSIDE SO NOW I FACE ALL THE HURT AND PAIN INSIDE KNOWING YOUR NEVER COMING HOME! KNOWING YOU'LL NEVER BE MINE ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant help to think how you're doing or if your ok you are the one who makes me smile and the one that makes me feel good inside i cant help to think that you r my sister and i love you this is from my little sister that i miss so much

well in less then 24 hour my birthday is here and i am so depressed because once again the women that gave birth to me won"t be here ... it not i don't know her it that she had chosen not to be here for me and it is so hard i am turn 30 and another year pass by with out her i am not perfect i have done somethings to her but how could a mother turn her back on her child like she has to me and it is hard because i love her so much and the pain is so unbearable it is not even fun and i had behind mask of happiness so no one can see the pain that happens ever year so my only birthday wish is for my mom to tell me she loves me but gods that well never happen ........... sometimes i ask myself if she has ever really loved me at all and it is prove fact that she has not ... Well everyone I am going to go for now .............

You say that I am all you ever wanted but you lied I know that I am not what you want it is only my money that you want i told you that i was very sick and you still wanted me to come and now that I have a broken and miseed up leg you are still mad at me but you were the one that told me that you were talking to Carrie again so what am I suposed to think i love you but I well not go threw this again

♥broken is something that you may never get over broken is when the one person you put you heart and soul into walks out a simply goodbye broken is when you find that person again then they begin to mend you heart then you wake up one morning and they are gone broken is something that cause you so much pain and heartache broken is something that people well tell you that they know what you are going threw but unless they are you they have no clue what it the pain feels like broken is something I used to be but thanks to 2 very important people in my life I am no longer broken I've begun to HEAL!!!!♥