the world so cold and cruel crushed under the weight the pain and anguish overcome me as i begin to slip into the darkness of heartache indecisiveness the tought of never being able to love eats me alive to he point i cry at night when i think about the pain of being alone seems like yesterday i was away from my troubles and today they have seemed to double i cannot slip the feeling that i went wrong somewhere between here and there from afar someone else's life looks like that of a star