So, after some thinking, as well as advice from my loving Kittie friends (male AND female), I should be moving on.
I feel like a stalker and that's just wrong, because I thought we had a mutual thing going on. He doesn't want to see me on cam, and he rarely answers my IMs. When he DOES talk to me, he's extremely sweet, but then he says brb, and doesn't come back.
I read what someone else mummed and it hit me finally. It's like that book... "He's Just Not That Into You". If he was, he'd still be acting like it. It sucks, but it's true. No matter how busy a guy (or girl) is, he can always find the time to show he cares.
Look, he's not a bad guy (he's actually really sweet & romantic), and I'm not trying to demonize him... but if he doesn't want me, why am I still trying? :(
That's all. -Jenny Gloom